I suddenly look up, the line of sight bumps into Lu Yichen''s eyes. I hesitated to open my mouth, but Lu Yichen released his hand, turned around and strode away from me.

    Never had the indifference, even before to my dissatisfaction, sarcasm, also unlike now, a word does not say, as if I in his eyes with a stranger.

    I know that he blames me. He blames me for not knowing the good or bad. He may also feel that I am lustful and indulgent. Or I am not worth mentioning to him at all. Since I refuse his offer, he doesn''t have to worry about me any more, so his attitude towards me is no different from that towards other women.

    This is what I want, but I don''t know why, I feel a sense of sadness.

    See my facial expression Leng Leng, small Wen pushed to push me a way: "ah, return to mind, return to mind, the person all left, what do you see?"? It can''t be president Lu who always abandons everything, but he doesn''t look like that. "

    Back to God, I secretly laugh at myself, too seriously. After listening to Xiaowen''s words, I smile. This idiom is used. Think about it, the two times I had with Lu Yichen were purely accidents. It''s really hard to talk about that.

    I told Xiaowen not to think about it any more. I have nothing to do with Lu Yichen. If we insist on the relationship, it is at best the relationship between the boss and the employees.

    Maybe Lu Yichen saw that my performance was too cold just now. Xiaowen didn''t believe me anymore. Seeing that I was in a bad mood, she comforted me that it had nothing to do with President Lu. If there was anything, Chen Wei could not think of a more vicious plan.

    Think of Chen Wei, my heart a cold, this woman, I will not so forget. Yesterday, I was careless. I had no experience and underestimated Chen Wei''s viciousness. I didn''t expect that they were so bold and dared to calculate me so blatantly in Linglong.

    If a person does not offend me, I will not admit it. If a person offends me, I will punish him. This was the slogan of our dormitory. How loud it was. I think it was known by those bad friends before. I guess I''ll have to laugh at it.

    From graduation to now, just less than two months, I feel like a century has passed. I think that they are two world people, and no one can know their depression and sadness.

    I also know in my heart that it''s too early for me to say revenge. At present, the most urgent thing is to have a firm foothold in Linglong, and the rest can only be planned slowly.

    So in the next few days, I was more cautious and always on guard against Chen Wei.

    Fortunately, Lu Yichen turned a blind eye to me. Later, he came to Linglong and found Chen Wei just as he had before. I was more evasive and never went to his box again.

    A small number of accidental encounter, also did not produce any intersection. Sometimes, Chen Wei would deliberately demonstrate in front of me and say a few ugly words, but she just had a good time and didn''t do anything too much.

    She was very proud because she found that she overestimated my weight in Lu Yichen''s mind.

    For her verbal provocation, I was angry at first, but I got used to it more times.

    More than a month later, I am very proficient, even some deliberately find fault with the guests, leave Xiaowen, I can deal with alone. In Linglong, people are forced to grow rapidly.

    Life is gradually on the right track. I calculate that according to my daily income, I can pay off all the money I owe in less than two years. I am very happy. I plan to pay back the money and save some more, so that I can go to work in a big company like other students.

    The only problem is that during this period, I called back home several times to ask about my father''s health, but every time I got the same reply. My father has been sleeping and has not woken up.

    I have been worried, but as long as I have this idea in my whole life, I will quickly bah bah, stop myself from thinking wildly. I think God should not be so indifferent to me.

    With the hope of a better future, I am full of energy.

    But I forget that a smooth life is not a real life. God is not the one who likes to play with people. It''s nothing to work hard and starve people.

    Fortunately, Xiaowen and I were in charge of the same box. When the guests left early, I said to make up for the barbecue. It was the first day that Linglong took the tip and said yes. Later, he was busy and had no time, so he finally got off work early.

    "OK, let''s go. Today I''m going to open my stomach to eat. Do you have enough money in my wallet? I don''t care if I don''t have enough money to pay at that time..." Xiaowen happily took me to the dressing room to change clothes.

    "Ha ha, you can eat whatever you like. I''m afraid you can''t fit your stomach without money..."

    I''m also very happy. I''ve been here for more than a month. I rely on Xiaowen to help me a lot. She''s very careful and makes me avoid many detours.

    Friends really depend on fate. There are so many people in Linglong, Xiaowen and I get along best.

    "Xiaowen, make a phone call and call Yu Qiang together."Xiaowen shook her head, "no, we two women eat, he is a big man in the side of more trouble, wait to eat well, I let him come to pick me up."

    I know that Xiaowen is afraid that I will spend money on it. She refuses to persuade her several times. She can''t help but go with her.

    Barbecue, in my opinion, is one of China''s unique great delicacies. Don''t look at the news always report that it''s not healthy, not healthy, Balabala and so on. No matter how many negative reports, I can''t stop my love for it.

    Most of all, when I was in college, I went to the "garbage Street" behind the school in groups to have barbecue, talk about the mountains, and listen to my friends'' beautiful vision and yearning for the future.

    Of course, the reality and dream are always so far away. The fact proves once again how reasonable this is.

    Some people say that this is because my life is not as good as before, so I always recall the past. I am only 22 years old. Should I live by recalling in the future.

    Thinking of this, I quickly shake my head. This person really can''t be idle. Look, when I''m free, I like to look at the present and recall the past.

    "Wow, it''s delicious. Eat it

    As soon as I put it on the table, I can''t wait to eat it with chopsticks. I asked Xiaowen why she came to Linglong to work.

    Xiaowen said that she is the eldest in her family. She also has a younger sister and a younger brother. Her parents have been fined a lot of money for giving birth to a boy. Originally, the rural family faces the Loess and faces the sky. There is no source of income, so life is even more difficult.

    Xiaowen is the eldest in her family. Naturally, she has to bear more. In order to make her younger brother and sister study at ease, she went out to work with the people in the village after graduating from junior high school. Education is not high, in the big city also can''t find any decent money work, once someone instigated Xiaowen, but she refused.

    Xiaowen said that if she had not met Yu Qiang, maybe she would have gone on the road of no return.

    It can be seen that God is still kind to her. After meeting Yu Qiang, she seems to understand the real meaning of her existence and find the direction of her life.

    Looking at the love and obsession in Xiaowen''s eyes when she mentions Yu Qiang, I hope from the bottom of my heart that this strong girl really finds her best destination.

    It is said that all happy families are the same, but each unhappy family has its own misfortune.

    While sighing Xiaowen, I also ridiculed my situation. I think my parents abandoned me because they wanted to have a boy.

    Growing up, I have complained countless times, but after listening to Xiaowen''s story, I think, maybe I''m just a blessing in disguise. At least compared with Xiaowen, I seem to be lucky.

    My side of the box just finished feeling, but the mobile phone vibrated. I''m a little surprised that someone will call me after this point.

    "Hello." I got through.

    The voice of the phone just said half, I was stunned, even the mobile phone fell to the table did not respond.

    "Hello, Hello, Xia Changsheng''s family, are you listening?" It didn''t affect the call. There was an urgent inquiry on the phone.

    Xiaowen see my expression is not right, while asked, while picking up the phone, "Xiaobai, what''s the matter with you?"

    I returned to my senses, suddenly got back the phone, even said: "yes, I am."

    This phone call is from the hospital nurse, saying that Lao Xia''s condition has changed. The doctor gave me a critical notice and asked me to go back immediately.

    I don''t remember how I got home. After I hung up the phone, I asked Xiaowen to ask for a leave for me, so I went home in a hurry, picked up the tens of thousands of money left last time, bought a train ticket and rushed back to Tongcheng.

    When I got to the hospital, I went to the attending doctor and asked my dad what was going on.

    The doctor said that Lao Xia''s heart was damaged when he was in a car accident, and the necessary repair was done in the last operation. However, it is estimated that Lao Xia is old, and his recovery is not ideal. With other complications, there is a trend of deterioration. Now the situation is the need to change the heart, otherwise the situation will not last long.

    The doctor suggested that if I have the conditions, I should be transferred to another hospital. It is the best to go to a big hospital in the city or a top three hospital in other big cities for such a big operation.

    I asked the doctor how much it would cost to change the heart. The doctor said that Lao Xia''s other organs were damaged to varying degrees, but the heart problem was more prominent. A conservative estimate was 500000.

    Half a million!

    When I heard this number, my brain was completely in a state of confusion. Seeing my dull expression, the doctor asked me to think about it first and make a decision as soon as possible these two days.

    I dragged the pace of weighing into the old summer ward, I found myself to cry without tears.

    I want to ask, why does God want to make such a joke with me. I even wonder why the kidney is not the problem. If the kidney is the problem, at least I can give it to Lao Xia. Why is it the heart? What can I do!

    Squatting on the ground, I feel at a loss.

    When I was a child, Lao Xia was both a father and a mother. I always said that when I grew up, I would be filial to him and let him enjoy a happy life.But what happened? I hate the driver in my heart, but the police can''t catch him. I have no way.

    The next day, I found a doctor and asked him to contact the hospital in Beijing to transfer Lao Xia. I think well, no matter what, I will save Lao Xia even if I try my best.

    The doctor quickly contacted the hospital and sent a special car and medical staff to take Lao Xia to a big hospital in Beijing. On the first day of my arrival, the hospital conducted an expert consultation on Lao Xia''s condition, and my top priority was to raise money.

    This time, I thought for a long time, and finally made a decision that I had to make without shame.

    I went to the mall and bought a sexy dress wrapped around my hips. When I got home, I painted a delicate make-up. After dressing, I looked at myself in the mirror. It was rare and charming. Even I couldn''t recognize myself.