CHAPTER 955: CHAPTER 956: LEAVE IT TO TIME

In Cheng Su’s opinion, it’s the most foolish thing to be serious with oneself, and that’s exactly how Hualing is, being serious with Chen Shouwang, and even more with herself.

She makes Chen Shouwang uncomfortable like this, but isn’t she making herself unhappy too? While punishing Chen Shouwang, isn’t she also punishing herself?

Upon hearing Cheng Su’s words, Hualing’s face darkened, and she said, "Unless the needle pierces the flesh, you don’t feel the pain. How could you understand my feelings if you haven’t gone through such pain?"

Cheng Su retorted, "I haven’t experienced it? True, I haven’t experienced infidelity. But in the first half of the year, what I went through, don’t you know? Wasn’t I in pain then? Compared to infidelity, I also lost a child. Who feels more pain?"

Hualing was at a loss for words.

"At that time, the more I wanted to divorce Qi Taiguo, the more painful it was. How did I get through it later? By experiencing life and death. In the face of life and death, other pains or grievances seem insignificant. At that moment, it was enough that he was there; nothing else mattered that much. So I chose to let go, because I couldn’t give up on him." Cheng Su’s eyes slightly welled up as she recalled that time.

Hualing looked at her, lightly biting her lip: "How can it be so easy to forgive? How can it be?"

"It’s not that you have to forgive now; I just want to tell you that since it has happened, dwelling on the past is just being hard on yourself. You can choose not to forgive, but it’s merely a stalemate with him. But if you confront him each day, how can you confront the remaining days? Can you do it for a month or two, for decades? Just thinking about it is exhausting. Don’t you feel tired?" Cheng Su said.

"I know, but it’s too difficult. Whenever I think of the scene of him with that woman, my heart feels like it’s being cut with a knife. Letting go is too hard!" Hualing suddenly began to cry.

"Then don’t think about it. Since you’ve already decided not to divorce, you just have to go through with it, not for anyone, just for the child. Aren’t you choosing this for the child? Now you can still love and fight with Chen Shouwang, but you can’t after the child is born. Children are the most sensitive, with the purest hearts. They can tell if mom and dad are in love. It’s only when mom and dad are in love that the child feels happy. Do you want your child to live watching your faces every day? What happiness can such a child talk about?" Cheng Su said.

A sudden rebuke.

Hualing bit her lips tightly: the child, it’s all for the child.

Cheng Su noticed her pale face, softened her tone, and said, "Hualing, it’s normal to feel angry and resentful in your heart. We all understand. Choosing not to divorce, choosing to forgive, is indeed very difficult. It’s not something that can be achieved overnight. But first, you have to open your heart, you have to let go first. It’s really difficult now, so why not leave it to time? Time will make you see everything clearly, including people and your own inner heart."

"Really?" Hualing was full of pain, and this is what she has been pondering.

"It will. Time is a very good thing, as long as you’re willing, it will always lead you to clarity, out of confusion, onto the right path." Cheng Su held her hand and said, "But the premise is that you must first be willing, willing to let it go. Leave the rest to time!"

Time will heal all wounds, will explain everything.

The premise is for Hualing herself to learn to be willing to hand it over to time.

Hualing pondered Cheng Su’s words for a long time before saying, "Thank you!" And added, "I’m not as good as you!"