"I''ve come back. Now I''m practicing the Sutra. The benefactor is really good at seeing... I''m not Li Na in the world now. Now I''m a monk, and I''m called Chang Sheng..." master Chang Sheng said with a low eyebrow: "Li Na, who used to be, has disappeared..."

    "However, you still left the eternal" Qinghai Tibet Plateau "in the world. It has been sung by thousands of people for a long time. No one can surpass you, including Han Hong..." Zhang Wei murmured.

    "Benefactor can recognize poor nuns here, it''s also a fate in the world. Buddha said that in the world, it''s always fate..." master Chang Sheng continued.

    "Dare to ask the master a few questions, but also hope that the master will not be angry..." seeing Li Na aroused Zhang Wei''s curiosity. At the same time, Zhang Wei also wanted to crack Chen Yao''s mind through Li Na.

    "Benefactor, it''s OK to ask."

    "What''s the reason you became a monk? I once heard that you became a monk because of the so-called "lovelorn", "famous" and "evasion of lawsuits", isn''t that the case? " Zhang Wei boldly said that in fact, he did not understand Li Na''s becoming a monk.

    Li Na glanced at Zhang Wei with a smile: "I never tell anyone about these things. I don''t know why, after seeing you today, I suddenly have the idea of spitting it out. Maybe, it''s also our destiny... I became a monk. I was once fired. In fact, I don''t care what you say. In fact, everything is predestined. The reason why I became a monk is that I became a monk, Maybe it has something to do with my life experience. "

    Zhang Wei looks at Li Na intently.

    "My original name was Niu Zhihong. My father died when I was 5 years old. I lived with my mother since childhood. Later, I became a student in the performance class of Henan opera school. After graduation, I went to Henan Opera Troupe and Henan song and dance troupe, and then went to Shenzhen to learn singing. Later, I wandered to Beijing. I didn''t have a registered permanent residence in Beijing, and I didn''t have a fixed job and income, At that time, I always had a quilt cover in my bag, which I used when I was staying at my friend''s house. I made do with my meals. I didn''t have a meal until I joined Huayi Company. I didn''t have a relatively stable residence until I joined Huayi Company. It was totally obligatory for me to participate in performances like Zhengda variety show. I didn''t pay any money to make the costumes, Even going back and forth on the bus is at your own expense... "

    Zhang Wei held his breath and listened to Li Na.

    "I''ve been very hard since I was a child. My family and personal experience are very unfortunate. I''ve lived a vagrant life for so many years, so I''m more stubborn. I''m too stubborn and will never compromise with difficulties. But I''ve been able to adjust my mood after becoming a monk. I think psychological balance is very important.

    "Now I think about it, I was tempered during my wandering days, which is also the character of a woman in Central China, because I am also the daughter of Huanghe... As for why I want to become a monk, it''s hard to say... Let''s say, the entertainment industry is too complicated. Although I can sing well, my temperament is not the kind of person who can advance or retreat in various interpersonal networks I''m a man of skill, because I''m too honest

    "On May 23, 1997, I climbed Tianmen Mountain. Before that, I knew nothing about the Tianmen Mountain in Zhangjiajie. I was strongly recommended by my close friend Du Yu. At that time, there were a lot of invitation for me to sing, record VCD and take the stage to receive awards. However, I was tired of the complicated world and wanted to wave my hand to clean up the world.... "

    At this point, Li Na sighed: "in the process of climbing the mountain, my heart was excited with the change of Tianmen cave. A kind of solemn, solemn, respectful and yearning mood came into being. I said to myself, I want to worship Tianmen, so I personally bought firecrackers, paper money and incense candles in the small town and arrived at the reservoir at the foot of the mountain. Tianmen is reflected in the water, Make a beautiful picture. I burn incense paper, hold a pillar of incense high above my head, face the gate of heaven, and kneel down

    "At the moment, crackling firecrackers are ringing in the valley, and tears are streaming down my eyes... Without official instructions, more than 3000 farmers came to see me spontaneously. In metropolis, this kind of fans'' support is not worth mentioning, but seeing this kind of unprecedented event in dashangou is enough to honor me for the rest of my life

    "At that moment, I was very moved and gave the mountain people a piece of" going into Tibet ". At that time, the farmers called:" just go into Tianmen Mountain! Just as I was struggling to climb Jueya, I felt exhausted. I suddenly raised my head and a huge red banner came down from the cliff: Hello, Li Na! It was made temporarily by the workers of Tianmen Mountain Forest Farm

    "All of a sudden, there was cheering up and down the mountain. At that time, my heart was full of tears. For the first time, I knew the vastness of Tianmen Mountain and the simplicity and kindness of Tianmen Mountain people. At that moment, I seemed to hear the sound of nature.... "

    When Zhang Wei listens to Li Na''s story, Chen Yao''s shadow doesn''t appear in his heart, and he feels uneasy. Chen Yao should not have this feeling, but he should not hear the sound of nature, which is the call of despair.

    "After living in Tianmen Mountain for a few days, I made two decisions: first, I formally proposed to move my registered permanent residence from Zhengzhou to Yongding District of Zhangjiajie; The second is to build a house in Tianmen Mountain and live here. As soon as the news came out, the media all over the country were in an uproar!

    "My relatives, friends, superiors and colleagues all opened their eyes: what''s wrong with Li Na? But the 1.5 million people in Zhangjiajie are very happy and proud of it. Mayor Li said: Li Na can build a house anywhere in Zhangjiajie, but I''m not going anywhere. Just looking at Zhongtianmen mountain, I built several wooden houses on the top of the mountain where there are trees and water. I designed the drawings myself. A vegetable garden was set aside behind the house. The farmers at the foot of the mountain carried the wood one by one from the 1500 meter high cliff to the mountain. A month later, the house was built

    "Every time the rising sun draws a line of red in the sky, I" smell the chicken and dance "in front of the morning breeze. At this time, I suddenly realize the profound connotation of the ancient couplet of Tianmen Mountain Temple:" there is no night outside the sky, and there is no mountain on the mountain. I have talked with my friends about the four realms of human beings: first, basic necessities of life, which is the primitive stage of human beings; Second, occupation, official career, reputation and status; Third, culture, art and philosophy; Fourth, religion.

    "I finally know that only when I enter the fourth realm can my life shine. This is my early thought of becoming a monk. I like to go to temples with my friends. At first, I was curious. Later, when I listened to monks and nuns singing Buddhist songs, my heart suddenly trembled

    "In the later practice, I have to admit that my understanding of the Buddhist sound only exists on the surface, which is very superficial. Only when I have a thorough understanding of the words, meaning, music, spectrum and sound in the Buddhist scriptures, can I get its true essence. Finally, I have a thorough understanding of a decision that once excited me, made me uneasy, wanted to do but did not dare to do: becoming a monk."

    Zhang Wei looks at Li Na in a dazed way.

    "In the past, I was not happy. My past life was very rich on the surface, but there was no real connotation. Singing and dancing became the object of media tracking, which was almost the whole content of my past life. I couldn''t help falling into the pursuit of fame and wealth. Happiness was my own, but I had to hide my pain and live in a mask, You can never face your true self.... "

    Listening to Li Na''s monologue, Zhang Wei fell into deep meditation. In today''s blatant and flashy world, how many people dare to let go of all the material comforts they have or are about to get and go to the top of the mountain alone to be with the sun, the moon, the stars and the mountain breeze? Some people may clap their chests and say, "you are a hermit in the city.". It is the so-called calm nature cool, why rush to the mountains, pro cliff, to seek a quiet elsewhere? This is quite reasonable at first, but it can''t stand scrutiny when it comes to truth.

    Li Na must have known this, so before she finally gave up her worldly love, she intentionally or unintentionally avoided the world''s prosperity, and ran to the country house to filter and wash away the worldly feelings. This act of going to silence alone can be regarded as a sprouting before her good root completely wakes up.

    Almost everyone in this world is making all kinds of bets, and people''s bets are their own lives, but life belongs to the individual only once. Therefore, everyone should consider what Li Na gambles with her life?

    For Li Na, she gave this life and the next life to Buddhism. Originally, the purpose of wise people''s living in the world is to discover and pursue the truth. Li Na, who has a strong aversion to gambling life, is determined to become a monk and prove the ultimate truth of the universe and life with the ultimate wisdom of Buddhism. The only response that wise people can make to it is to celebrate.

    Chen Yao, however, is suffering from such a sudden attack. She feels that she can''t live an ordinary life and give birth to her own children. Does she have such an idea and starting point? Although Zhang Wei understood Li Na, he didn''t want Chen Yao to go this way from the bottom of his heart. When he thought of Chen Yao''s daily thoughts, words and deeds, and the many frustrations and tribulations that Chen Yao had experienced, he suddenly felt a great sadness and fear.

    "Benefactor, I''ve talked so much. I don''t know why. I suddenly met you today. I feel like I''ve talked so much..." Li Na said with a smile: "look at the benefactor, he looks tired, sad and dusty, but he has been out for a long time. I wonder if benefactor can tell me who to look for and why to look for him?"

    "Alas..." Zhang Wei sighed: "I''ve been away for more than three months. I''ve been trudging all over the country in order to find my wife, my wife. Because of the disappointments in her life, she runs away from home. She seems to be suspected of becoming a monk... I wonder if the master can meet her here."

    "Benefactor, what''s your name?" Li Na looks at Zhang Wei.

    "My family name is Zhang Mingwei, and my wife''s family name is Chen Mingyao. Three months ago, she went to Puji temple in Putuo Mountain and followed master Jingkong. She said that she was traveling all over the world. However, according to my understanding of her, she is likely to become a monk somewhere, far away from the world..." Zhang Wei looked at Li Na: "I have found many temples, but I haven''t found them, I just want to ask if there is her whereabouts here... "

    "Amitabha, what a wonderful thing. Benefactor Zhang loves his wife very much. Her behavior is very touching," Li Na said with a low eyebrow. "But do you know what benefactor Chen is thinking? Can you really understand benefactor Chen''s heart? Love a person, whether should let it be, whether should be happy for her happiness? According to such a beautiful woman as benefactor Chen and such an infatuated man as benefactor Zhang, I think it''s best to let things go. "

    Zhang Wei looked at Li Na: "master, did you see her here? Is that right? "

    "Yes, I saw her. She came here with master Jingkong half a month ago. The benefactor Chen and I had a long talk all night..."

    "Ah -" Zhang Wei was so excited that he almost jumped up: "master, you really met my wife. Where is she now? Did she shave her head? Have you ever become a monk? "