Chapter 945: Extra: Shi Mu vs Si Chen 9 Chapter 945: Extra: Shi Mu vs Si Chen 9 Shi Mu reached out and grabbed Si Chen’s wrist, “Wait, I have something to tell you.”

Si Chen halted, looking back at him, and for some unknown reason, suddenly felt her heart beating somewhat fast.

“Achun, let’s make up, alright?” Shi Mu said, pulling his hand to his lips and kissing it.

Slightly stunned, Si Chen then freed her hand and stood up, moving aside, “Shi Mu, are you sick? I’m taking care of you out of kindness, and you’re making passes at me?”

Shi Mu smiled faintly, “If I really wanted to take advantage of you, you would’ve been in my bed and wouldn’t know how many times you would’ve rolled over by now. I just haven’t had the heart to; I’ve always respected you.”

Upon hearing this, Si Chen scoffed coldly, “Oh, so it’s my fault now, is it? Should I be grateful to you then?”

Shi Mu sighed, “Achun, can we stop fighting? Can we make up, please?”

“Who is fighting with you? Let me tell you, I’m a grown man, and I have no interest in arguing with another man like some woman, and make up? What is there to make up? Haven’t I made it clear that I’m only interested in women now?”

Shi Mu lifted his pants, slowly standing up from the bed.

He looked at Si Chen affectionately, his tone a bit indulgent, “Achun, I know you’re just talking in anger, you’re still mad at me, still blaming me. I don’t want to talk about the past anymore because I can’t deny that at the beginning when I found out I liked men, I was tempted by Yan Pingdan. But we were just friends, and we haven’t done anything beyond that, please believe me, the person I’ve loved has always been you, and only you.”

Si Chen’s heartbeat, suddenly missed a beat.

He told himself not to believe, not to believe, that Shi Mu was just a scumbag.

But, looking at Shi Mu’s earnest face, listening to his emotional, sorrowful voice, he found himself suddenly wanting to step forward and embrace Shi Mu tightly.

All this time, even though he often said he liked women, he knew he kept thinking about Shi Mu.

Always thinking about Shi Mu, he felt it was probably because he didn’t like women, which is why he couldn’t forget Shi Mu, so he also sought out men.

But he didn’t like those men; it was still Shi Mu he thought about.

During the silent standoff with Shi Mu, Shi Mu reached out and gently touched his eyes, then slowly helped him close them, “Listen to your heart, do you really not want to be with me anymore?”

His fingertips were a bit cold; Si Chen shivered, worrying that Shi Mu’s “sickness” would worsen, then he swatted away his hand, “I’ll consider it. You should rest!”

The truth was, he had neither the courage nor the confidence that he and Shi Mu would continue together.

In the past, being together meant not thinking about anything. After they broke up and he started looking for a girlfriend, his family began to offer advice, and that’s when he started to overthink everything. So, even if he got back together with Shi Mu, he’d still have many concerns.

Thinking he had been rejected, Shi Mu reached out to hug him, afraid he would break away, speaking somewhat frantically, “You’ll consider it? Are you really considering it, or just placating me? Achun, I’ve thought about breaking up, about forgetting you forever, then finding someone who loves me and just living like that. But I’ve realized it’s useless, no matter how good they are, it’s useless. Call me masochistic or insane, but I just miss you, I just miss you!!”