When I woke up again, I was already lying on the bed, covered with a light

    silk satin quilt, smoked with a soothing fragrance, and my clothes were

    changed into comfortable and fitted cotton nightgowns, obviously being served

    Very thoughtful.When he moved his hands and feet, there was nothing wrong with his body except

    for his painful head from time to time.I seemed to have a very long and complex dream, in which strange or familiar

    scenes passed by, one by one, stunning or ordinary faces appeared, only a pair

    of amber eyes were unforgettable, which taught people to remember, from the

    beginning In the end, it runs through these pictures of walking around and

    looking at flowers. Every time I think about it, it is the joy and the sorrow

    of the pulse.I don’t know who these eyes belong to, and that face is also covered with a

    hazy veil. When the face is about to be seen clearly, it suddenly turns into

    another scene, as if there is a kind of invisible. The power of this prevents

    me from continuing to explore and uncover the truth.In the end, when the dream was broken and I woke up, I still couldn''t see the

    true face of the owner of those eyes, nor could I sort out these chaotic

    fragments.I can''t tell if this is the past that I have forgotten, or the conjecture of

    thinking day by day and dreaming night by night.All I know is that after I woke up, even if I was reluctant, I still had to

    face the facts that had happened-the absurd but undisturbed kiss.The secret emotions in my heart are one thing, etiquette is another matter. My

    identity and my reason make me unable to persuade myself to fool around in

    such a way-how should I face Kuang Xijun? How should I face the royal husband

    and that shy little guy? Or even, Wei Shu who warned me?Although it was Kwong Ximin who took the initiative, I can''t deny that I did

    throbbing because of the kiss, which is why I was so entangled.All appearances are false. If there is nothing in your heart, you will not be

    stained with dust, but what if you have thoughts in your heart?......I can only use a sword to cut Nie Yuan.Quietly staying in the room for the whole night, sorting out these things one

    by one, silently recalling the images in the dream, trying to piece together

    some complete memories-but it was in vain, but it caused headaches a few

    times, so I had to give up .Regardless of Kuang Ximing''s reasons, in order to avoid embarrassment later,

    if we separate for a period of time and calm down, it will be good to each

    other... Perhaps this is also the best excuse for me to leave the palace.After making up my mind, I called the attendant to change the more formal

    prince''s crown at dawn, determined to strike while the iron was hot, and

    immediately went to Kwong Xidong to explain it.The court attendant who led the way said euphemistically: "It coincides with

    the hour, and I don''t know if the meeting is over. I rush to go, I am afraid

    that your majesty will not be free..."After hesitating for a moment, I still walked along the same path, thinking in

    my heart: If there was a minister on the side when I saw her, it would happen

    to be a testimony from the side that taught her that there is no reason to

    keep me under house arrest.Therefore, I ignored the palace attendants who intentionally or

    unintentionally blocked me a little, and just rushed forward, the oncoming

    guards and attendants saluted, but they didn''t dare to stop me.After a short while, there was an exceptionally majestic palace in front of

    him, and even the guards on duty outside the palace gate were a bit more

    severe than elsewhere.When I arrived at the right time, I saw the gate of the palace slowly opened,

    and officials in crimson robes filed out, occasionally sandwiching a few dark

    green robes; after them, they did not hurriedly. A group of officials wearing

    vermilion robes should be important officials of the imperial court with ranks

    one to three.I had no impression of them, and I was impatient to exchange greetings with

    these mostly elderly officials, so I just waited a long way to the side of the

    palace gate and waited silently for them to leave. Probably less than a stick

    of incense, and seeing that there were no more officials going out of the

    hall, I continued to move forward, waved to avoid the guards guarding the door

    from saluting, and walked in grandiosely.——Strange, I just glanced at the leaving crowd at random, but didn''t see the

    figure of the emperor Yun Chong... Maybe she didn''t need to attend every

    pilgrimage on time.I shook my head and quickly put the idea behind me. I didn’t wait for the

    palace attendant who was guarding outside the temple to pass on, and I

    followed him directly into the inner hall; the corner of his eyes twitched,

    wanting to say something. What, but I was trembling with the gaze that I

    looked at. In the end, I was afraid that it would offend me, so I had to speed

    up, and somehow rushed ahead of me to inform the master.——Ha, my prestigious name is still very useful.In the past, I always disliked the domineering impression left by King Ling,

    and was always awkward and helpless when being respected by others, and some

    vague sadness, but this time it was rare and a little bit happy and

    refreshing-I want to be really by Kuang Xidong. I was so irritated, I couldn''t

    wait to leave this palace, but I didn''t want to wait for a while.I can''t help asking myself: What do I care about, and what am I afraid of?However, when I wanted to continue thinking about it, I didn''t dare anymore."Why... why are you here?" Frowning, she waved her sleeves to let the two

    officials who were training leave, then pulled out a casual smile, and

    motioned for me to step forward in a warm voice.Stepping on the smooth brick surface, looking directly at the upper Luang

    seat, she did not miss a series of expression changes from surprise to worry

    to forbearance when she saw me. My heart felt tight, almost shaken. ."Come to you, I have something to ask for." I have already used the word

    "beg". Kuang Xidong would not be aware of this, and raised her eyebrows

    unconsciously, even the disguised smile faded.Suppressing the previous sway, he considered it and said, "I''ve been in the

    palace long enough, I think..."Seeing her lips pressed tightly after I opened my mouth, her mind shook, and

    she couldn''t help but remember the fleeting light touch yesterday, as if there

    was still that incredible softness on my lips, and my face was hot.

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    , I changed my mouth somehow, and the sentence "I want to stay in the palace"

    became "I want to go out for a walk and visit privately with a WeChat account.

    The right to relax, maybe I can think of something.""Well, how do you think about... go out?" Xu Ye himself also realized how pale

    the so-called "well" is, Kuang Ximing coughed lightly, avoiding my gaze, and

    tapping on the throne''s fingertips unconsciously. The golden handrail seems to

    be used to divert the upset in the heart."I''m tired of staying in the palace, so I want to go for a walk, can''t it?"

    Taking into account her attitude towards the Fu family, I didn''t mention going

    back to the palace to see the king''s husband, and even silently gave up this

    plan. Whether I''m cold or cold-blooded, I can''t find a shadow in my memory. I

    don''t want to deceive myself and use false attention to tear open the scab

    that roughly covers the wound, so let''s not think about it for now.Besides, I''m not sure whether I can''t recall any of the old things now, and

    whether the chaotic state due to various undesirable emotions will harm the

    husband who has been missing for a long time and is almost a stranger...

    Simply or not. Good missing."Are you tired..." Kuang Ximing smiled slightly, even though the smile seemed

    to me to be a symbolic twitch of the corner of his mouth, without the

    slightest fluctuation in his eyes, the inaudible rhetorical question was more

    like an unconscious repetition, with indifferent eyebrows. Miao, as if the

    next moment will be broken and splashed into countless crystals, dissipating

    in the heavens and the earth-I was shocked by this terrible thought, and when

    I looked intently, it looked like a light cloud, even just now. That kind of

    forbearance and restraint disappeared, it seems that everything is just my own

    thinking too much."You want to go out, naturally it''s okay, why should I... stop you?" She

    sighed low, then raised a soft smile like the first time she saw it, making

    people feel sad for no reason."You, did you agree?" Enduring the inexplicable sorrow in my heart, I asked to

    confirm, but I couldn''t figure out what I was thinking. Why did she feel that

    after she no longer made things difficult to hinder, and happily agreed. How

    lost and melancholy?"Well, I agreed." She lowered her head and opened a memorial casually,

    suggesting that the conversation was over, "After seven days, when I arrange

    everything, I will walk around as you please, even if you leave. It’s okay to

    go to Guanlan City... okay?""...Okay." She started to call herself "I" to me-my primary concern was not

    her acceptance, but the change of title.......After all, are you alienated from her?This is the end of the story, and my goal has been achieved. It should be

    happy-but why can''t I be happy?Following the leading palace attendant, he turned and left the hall. At the

    moment before stepping out the door, the ghost turned his head and saw that

    the man was holding the memorial book tightly with one hand, while the other

    hand was holding his forehead, his palm covering most of it. Face, I can''t see

    the expression on his face, but the back that has been straight since I

    entered loosens, as if leaning on the back of the chair behind him

    embarrassingly, seeking a moment of breathing.In the empty hall, her figure is so remote, and so empty and

    helpless—sensitive, fragile, and silently stubborn. I suddenly realized that

    the woman on the throne is not just the world in charge of the universe. The

    Lord is also a lonely man destined to be cruel and unfeeling.——It''s too cold in the heights.There was a sudden pain in my heart, and even my head ached uncontrollably.Seven days later, sitting in a well-decorated carriage, with a little

    hesitation, accompanied by the sound of horseshoes, he slowly drove out of

    Guanlan City.Without waiting for my instructions, the carriage drove leisurely in one

    direction by itself, as if it had been driving the car. I felt a little wrong,

    so I could not help but reach out and knock on the wall of the carriage, and

    asked in a loud voice, "This is to go. where?"I didn''t pay attention before and got into the car in a daze. Now I remember

    that everything that was accompanied by Kuang Xidong was arranged by someone,

    so this driver is hers, does it mean she wants to go to the place?Now that I have left the palace, I don''t intend to be at her mercy anymore."Will you go to the nearest city of Molin first?" The replying voice was warm

    and cool, and you could feel a touch of joy in the voice through the curtain

    of the car, touching, but familiar.This voice... won''t it?I was so shocked by my own conjecture that I hurriedly called to stop.The carriage came to a halt slowly, but my heartbeat "pounded" and became more

    and more rapid.For a while, when I almost couldn''t help jumping out of the carriage to see

    what was going on, I saw the curtain of the car lifted up, and a woman in a

    guard uniform leaned in half of her body, clearly just hooking her lips and

    the corners of her eyes. But there was a hint of joy flying freely at the tip

    of the eyebrows: "His Royal Highness, what''s your order?"I was completely stunned.——This person is not Kuang Xijun and who is it!