I have loved you in my own way
Chapter 24
She had never owned Gu Yueqing at all. She had stolen Gu Yueqing in the past three years, and now she can''t even talk about "losing".
"Wu Wu... Ah Sheng, he ignores me more clearly!"
"I didn''t do anything. I''ve been catering to his time these days. Even the topic of chatting with him can be found, which is related to his work."
"The past two days have been very good, but since last night, he has not talked much. Today, when I had lunch with him, he was still very indifferent."
Hearing her complaints, Sheng was stunned.
All the time, Yan Mo Mo, whom she knew, was always cheerful, active and brave. But Shi Sheng didn''t seem to know the woman who was crying and almost lost herself.
"At lunch, he always looks at his cell phone, as if he is waiting for someone''s call. He didn''t even hear what I said. "
When Sheng Wen Yan, subconsciously took a look at his mobile phone, Gu Yueqing''s change should have nothing to do with her, but it may also be for that video.
"I also feel that he is very impatient with me..."
"Ah Sheng, I came back to China just to be together with Yueqing, but he always treated me coldly and hotly, which made me feel very uncomfortable."
She didn''t dare to look at Yan Mo mo. she averted and looked at the empty table beside her. She pressed down her own idea. "Maybe he is still in the adaptation period..."
"But after such a long time, even if I came back suddenly, it''s time for him to get used to it!"
Yan Mo Mo angrily interrupted her words, and in a moment, an incredible idea flashed through her mind.
"Ah Sheng," she said suspiciously, looking straight at Sheng''s pretty face, "do you know something?"
When Sheng was surprised, he turned his head to question in her eyes, and his heart popped into his throat, "what do I know?"
She pretended to stir the soup with the spoon as if nothing had happened, but her heart was as restless as the soup. "I''m not familiar with him."
"I just don''t know." Yan Mo disheartened to hang his head, "ah Sheng, if you have heard of any gossip or gossip about Yueqing, you can tell me, I can bear it."
She stared at the dejected Yan Mo and observed for a long time, then finally determined that the things between herself and Gu Yueqing had not been exposed.
She turned her head and quietly breathed a sigh of relief in the invisible place of Yan Mo mo.
"Mo Mo, I really don''t know. You know, I''ve never been interested in other people''s affairs." Shi Sheng denied it.
"Besides, all those gossip and gossip are fake. It''s no use knowing."
"I understand, but my intuition tells me that Yueqing really has someone else in mind." Yan Mo vowed.
Seeing that Sheng still didn''t believe what he said, he thought about it and then said, "I went to Yueqing office to find him one day. He told me to wait outside for a long time before I opened the door."
"Maybe he''s busy." Shi Sheng drank a mouthful of soup with a guilty heart and thought in his heart: Yan Mo was really suspicious that day.
"But the door of the office is locked from the inside. Since I''m just busy with my work and didn''t do anything shameful, why should I lock the door?"
The shady thing
Almost choked by her own soup, she quickly picked up a wet towel and coughed twice.
"What''s the matter with you?" Yan Mo frowned.
"Well, I''m choking." When Sheng as if nothing had happened to wipe his hands, "what else can the office do, it may be just inertia."
"Ah Sheng, you are just too simple!" She looks like "rotten wood can''t be carved." she shakes her head repeatedly. "The office is the easiest place to cheat. Do you understand? Little white rabbit
"Oh..." Sheng chuckles to hide his anxiety.
"Moreover, I saw that the toilet inside was also closed. When I wanted to have a look, Yueqing told me that the sewer was blocked, and then took the initiative to tell me that I wanted to eat. This is what I care about the most..."
Shi Sheng lowered his eyes and thought. It seems that that day was really breathtaking.
Just a little bit, if Gu Yueqing opens her mouth one second later, or Yan Momo refuses to give up, she must have been exposed hiding in the bathroom.
"Don''t you always say that he is indifferent to you? Now that he has offered to invite you to dinner, what do you still mean? "
"That''s why I care." Yan Mo fidgetily poked the hair scattered down from his forehead, "I''ve been back so long, he hasn''t seen me once."
"But that day, when I wanted to open the bathroom door, he took the initiative to ask me for dinner! Do you understand what that means? "
When Sheng looked at the woman in front of him who was almost broken down, he felt more and more strange, "I don''t understand, Mo Mo, don''t you think you have changed?"
"Of course you don''t understand," Yan Mo Mo''s mood suddenly dropped, and his voice became smaller. "He opened his mouth just to interrupt my action. He didn''t want me to open the door..."
"Didn''t he say that? The sewer is blocked, so he closes the door. What''s the point of opening it? "
Shi Sheng almost couldn''t listen, not to mention that she was the one hiding in the bathroom at that time.
She is now secretly sad Yan Mo Mo, even produced a sympathetic mood, should not be like this, love can really make a person crazy?
"I... I don''t know, I feel like I''m going crazy." Yan Mo shook his head confusedly, "ah Sheng, would you do me a favor?"
"What''s up?" She gave a long sigh.
"I''ve been abroad for several years, and you haven''t left. You and Yueqing are in the same city. If you want to inquire, you can certainly get it. Can you help me?"
"What do you want to know?" She was at a loss.
"Ask if there are any women around Yueqing in recent years!"
"What?" Shi Sheng stares at her in amazement, "how do you want me to inquire?"
"Gu Yueqing and I are not very familiar, my profession is not a reporter, about those personal matters, more impossible to know, I can''t help you." When Sheng repeatedly waved his hand.
How dare she promise? The woman who had been around Gu Yueqing for three years was herself. No matter how much she inquired, it would not have a result.
"I only asked you to help me if I didn''t know you well. Ah Sheng, I only believe you. You are my best friend. Please help me!" Yan Mo Mo holds her hand on the dining table and looks at her curtly, "ah Sheng!"
"I..."
"Please, please!"
"I beg you, ah Sheng, please help me!"
"... OK, OK."
She looked at in front of her hands to please her friends, refused words clearly to the mouth, can say it turned into a promise.
When Yan Mo heard this, he almost jumped up and cheered. Looking at her like this, Shi Sheng had mixed feelings and didn''t know how to help her.
"Momo, you''ve been back so long, and there''s nothing else you want to do except Gu Yueqing?"
"Something else?"
"Like looking for a job?" Shi Sheng inquires tentatively.
The tragedy of a woman is not that she is not loved, but that she does not know how to respect herself.
She saw Yan Mo just now. At that moment, she really felt sad and pitiful for it.
"Why am I looking for a job?" Yan Mo drank lemonade, puzzled to ask, "I return home is to continue with Yueqing together, if I go to work, I will not have so much time with him."
"But you can''t just walk around him every day?" Shi Sheng keeps searching for reasons in her mind, trying to persuade her to think more about herself.
"Gu Yueqing has established his own law firm with his own ability. What about you? What''s more, he is so busy with his work every day, and he doesn''t have so much time to accompany you, does he? "
Yan Mo fixed his eyes on her, but he rejected her words. "Sheng, what do you want to say to me?"
"I..." Shi Sheng looked around, looking for an example to illustrate his central idea, but he couldn''t find the right one.
"I want to say that people will change." She was silent for a moment, "since returning home, you have been around Gu Yueqing, you want to be with him, but he is not Gu Yueqing before."
"I know," Yan Mo bowed his head, "he is no longer like before to me, now he is indifferent to me, ignore me."
"Mo Mo, that''s not what I want to say." When Sheng one hand on the table, holding chin, "he already has his own career, then you? What else do you have besides him? "
Yan Mo smell speech, surprised to see to her, "do you want to say that he thinks I only he a person, so don''t cherish me?"
"I''m not..." this meaning, the deep feeble feeling in the body suddenly pressed over, how should she say in the end, can let Yan Mo understand.
The point is not Gu Yueqing, but whether she can love herself.
"Mo Mo, can you try to divert your attention? Put some of your energy into Gu Yueqing''s work or something you like, so that even if he ignores you, you won''t feel so bad. "
"What do you think?"
Yan Mo Mo holds his cheek, his eyes twinkle, "it seems to be reasonable."
"A lot of things can be changed in a few years. At least Gu Yueqing has changed. If you continue to be the same, maybe your relationship can only be as it is now."
"But I haven''t changed. How can he..."
"It doesn''t mean that the heart has changed, but that the position and responsibilities of the body are different from those of the university days." When Sheng interrupted her, "it''s not just Gu Yueqing."
"Mo Mo, I''ve changed, too."
When Shi Sheng said this solemnly, the time he and Yan Mo spent in college was like a movie playing fast in front of his eyes.
Every time I see a friend who has been lively and cheerful, she is sad and crying for the same man in front of her. Although she knows that she shouldn''t have this kind of pity for Yan Mo, she can''t control its growing and spreading.
"I have the responsibility I should bear, so I can''t always be with you when you need to, listen to you cry, comfort you and enlighten you."