Prologue - Programming in Logic

    I''m not worth living.

    I''ve killed Kuromine-kun''s family, made my own mother and father suffer and die.

    I''m not a victim. I am the perpetrator.

    Not a day passes without guilt.

    Every time I breathe, I choke.

    I kept remembering the "moment of the accident" and "my parents who looked like Teru Teru Bozu.

    Again and again and again......

    It''s hard to live.

    I suddenly thought of Kuromine-kun.

    The sparkling and glorious everyday life that began the day he saved me from a convenience store robbery.

    Although it was only a few days, my life with Kuromine-kun gave me a sense of fulfillment in life.

    Whenever I feel difficult, I remember Kuromine-kun like a survival instinct.

    My first love.....

    It makes my heart so hot that it almost melts.

    And similar to that feeling, ──── makes me want to go around.

    I thought about it over and over again. I''m not worth living.

    I understood very well that it was painful just to be alive.

    I even hated myself.

    I wanted to wrap myself up.

    For me, death is liberation. ────

    It is the only way to avoid suffering right now.

    That''s why I can''t die.

    Don''t run away from suffering.

    Apologizing to Kuromine-kun is not enough.

    This is all my fault.

    I shouldn''t have expected it to be so difficult.

    It''s all my fault.

    I feel sorry and guilty for Kuromine-kun. ────

    I kept blaming myself.

    Until this body decomposes....

    Until my heart broke into pieces. ────