Merit in the battlefield will always be properly paid. But it is not just for money, it is also the excitement that I feel when moving incognito into enemy territory. My heart trambles and so I feel alive. The greater the risk, the better.

    My homeland is important to me.

    For my homeland I know no way that′s too long. I fight and face any oponent for it. About the reasons why I don′t believe in giving up. This is not just a soldier. They pay us to fight and we have to obey our superior′s orders.

    "What exactly is patriotism, right?" I asked once to an officer whom I met after a long time.

    "What if you are plotting a misión that is not paying off for you?"- he asked back.

    "If that′s the case I would try to reject it" I said. "But if the order comes from you, Excellency, I will certainly not hesitate in performing it."

    Not to tell, that I already have used all the chances to disguise myself as a woman under my country′s service. What should I do? It′s fantastic how I′ve looked like a woman not just for once.