Today my friends left me for their good, I lost my job, again had a warning from that bastard Wilton and what else is needed to mark this day on the top of my worst days list.I want to call Mia or Shellby, but I can''t because they may get stressed and can''t focus on their work. I don''t have any right to do that. I packed my stuff and left the hospital without bidding any goodbye to anyone.

    I calmed myself because I know I have still to face worse . First thing in my mind is to find a new job next morning.

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    I''m unable to focus on anything without her. I want revenge for my pride and I want her... her body.. her thoughts automatically swings my lips upward.

    I had been with so many women in the past but I had never crave for anyone like this. I was nice to her... I want her to be with me for a single night. I don''t want to have such steps if she got agree without slapping me without hurting my pride.

    But now the water rose above the head. I can''t wait more. I know I can easily force her to be on my bed.... even if I r?p?d her.. no one will ask me why?... but I don''t like it that way.

    I want her to submit herself to me. I can cross any limit to get that. I had already made her powerless by separating from her besties. Already made her jobless and now it''s time to throw the next game over her. I called Daniel, -"Make sure that she can get job nowhere. and until tomorrow evening make her homeless as well. "