Facing Sima Jingxuan''s inquiry, Mencius slowly opened his mouth: "rain, send umbrellas."

Sima Jingxuan understood what she meant. She saw the bad weather in Jinse garden and was afraid that he would be caught in the rain, so she specially sent an umbrella.

The rain hit Sima Jingxuan, and Mencius hurried forward to hold an umbrella for him.

"Don''t catch cold." although Mencius had no expression on his face, his eyes showed deep concern.

Sima Jing looked at Mencius period with a complicated look. Finally, he took a long breath and knocked off the umbrella in her hand.

Mencius Qi was stunned. She looked at Sima Jingxuan and seemed very puzzled why he did so.

Sima Jing hung forward, raised his hand and stroked her face, moving down inch by inch. Mencius was forced to stand in place and accept his sudden tenderness.

Sima Jing hung his voice and said with a different charm: "Ziqi, do you like me?"

Mencius was stunned for a long time before nodding slowly.

If she had changed, she would never admit it, but now she has become different.

She began to lose her due feelings as a human being. Sima Jingxuan asked her now. She just subconsciously made the most honest response.

Sima Jing hung his thin lips and smiled. He knew it was like this. Mencius liked him very much.

His charm is great. Only Ji Qingxue, a woman who doesn''t know interest, will ignore him again and again.

Sima Jing leaned over, put his face close to her and said, "but Mencius, I won''t like you or even look at you all my life."

It is clearly a gentle tone, but it is extremely cruel.

Sima Jingxuan was like a very bad child at the moment. When he was angry elsewhere, he was eager to vent his anger on others.

"You are just my plaything from beginning to end. You can never compare with Qingxue in my heart." Sima Jingxuan said more and more cruelly.

Mencius'' eyes were wide open. She couldn''t tell what she felt now. She just felt that her chest was stuffy and flustered. She was so sad.

Seeing Mencius period like this, Sima Jingxuan''s heart suddenly felt dull and painful, like someone stabbing up with a needle.

The dense pain is accompanied by the joy of self abuse.

Sima Jing hung a bad smile and said, "pain. If I''m destined not to get what I like, then I want others to suffer like me.".

Just like if he wants to go to hell, he will never go down alone.

Look, Sima Jingxuan is such a hateful man. He tramples on others'' feelings for himself at will and obtains distorted pleasure from it.

Tears unknowingly flowed out of Mencius'' eyes, mixed with rain and dropped to the ground.

Sima Jingxuan passed by her. After taking a few steps, Sima Jingxuan stopped and spit out a sentence coldly: "your love during Mencius really disgusted me!"

Mencius shivered all over, only felt dizzy and began to ache all over.

No matter how dull she is, she can feel his dislike for herself.

Mencius lowered his eyebrows and hung his head. The red umbrella lay quietly on the ground, just as her heart was thrown heavily on the ground. It was worthless.

Mencius Qi didn''t know how long she had stood in the rain, but she finally fainted. It was the palace people who found out and sent her back to Jinse garden.

Everyone knows that this girl is now a popular man in front of the emperor. If she is ill, the emperor will not return all their heads.

So the servants of the whole Jinse garden were so busy that they hoped to remedy it before the news spread.

Mencius was still smiling at the corners of his mouth in a coma, and he didn''t know what he was laughing at.

On the ninth day of the ninth day, the first one who learned the news rushed over. Seeing Mencius''s weak appearance, he couldn''t help scolding: "I''m really sick. I know I''m not in good health, but I still go to the rain? Do I think I''m not dying fast enough?"

Mencius woke up slowly, but she also stared at the carved flowers on the top of the bed and remained silent.

In this way, she looks lifeless, like a string puppet, which can only be manipulated by others.

"What happened to you during Mencius?"

What kind of stimulation did she get? How did she suddenly become like this.

For a long time, Mencius whispered, "I had a dream."

The beginning of the dream is when she just met that person. There are graceful young men who pass by on horseback.

Spring outing, apricot flowers blowing all over my head. Whose young man is romantic.

At first sight, she was deeply trapped in his eyebrows and eyes for more than ten years.

Sima Jingxuan became the deepest secret in her heart. Even if he was a poison, Mencius enjoyed it.

As soon as the picture turned, in the same pouring rain, he said he hated himself and hoped he would never see himself again.

Mencius smiled and burst into tears.

On the ninth day of junior high school, I don''t know what happened to her, but she looks really sad.

Mencius turned to look at her. His eyes were dark. "Would you like to do me a favor on the ninth day of junior high school?"

"What''s the favor?" I will try my best to help her as long as I am within my ability.

"I know I don''t have much time to stay awake..."

The ninth day seemed to have expected what she was going to say: "I don''t think you need to say it again. I won''t do it."

Mencius smiled: "this is the last thing I can do for her."

Give him a puppet who will never betray him.

Mencius looked at her with praying eyes, "my days are running out on the ninth day of junior high school. Living is really too painful. You should help me free."

On the ninth day of the ninth day, she reached out and helped Mencius Qi up, word by word: "Mencius Qi looked into my eyes and said what he had just said again."

Mencius raised a pale smile: "I want to be a human poison puppet."

Even though she has lost all her martial arts, she also wants to guard him in another way.

After becoming a human poison puppet, her pain and sadness will all disappear.

She won''t remember anything and has no superfluous feelings. She just needs to obey the master''s orders.

After confirming his eyes, he knew that Mencius had made up his mind about it on the ninth day of the ninth day.

The ninth day sighed heavily, "OK, I''ll help you. It''s just Mencius period. What''s worth it?"

Sima Jing''s hanging belt to Mencius period has nothing but repeated injuries. Mencius period has lost his life for this. Is it worth it?

Mencius pointed to his chest, "I''ve put everything he gave me here. It''s enough."

In fact, Mencius didn''t like entanglement, so she chose to end all this by herself.

This is probably the best result.

With pity in the eyes of the ninth day of junior high school, Sima Jing hangs. You know, when you look at others, someone is also looking at you.

It''s just that you never look back at her.