That day was our marriage anniversary , Alok and I got married two years ago. It was a arrange marriage. My family always cherished me . So in return to fulfill their wish I got married to him. He is CEO of Kulkarni business industry. He is very handsome.

    He always hated marriages , And he was forced to be in one by his parents. His parents were worried about his future , My in-laws loved me and thought that I will be his perfect match. That may be , I could change him. I don''t know how but now I am in love with him.But the thing is he never even looked at me .

    I want him to love me cherish me, I know its so silly of me to hope that. As a wife I could wish it right?

    But at least we can be friends. We can start our life newly. Might as well he will start to like me . I will start to understand him better. So now its confirm I am going to tell him my feelings. Not right now I will ask him to be friends first, (that is how I used to think until that day).

    How about this ??? I will cook his favorite lunch for him , I will wear his favorite red color saree and visit him in his office. If he agrees we will go for a candle light dinner ....

    ohhhhhh my god, I am so nervous. Oh silly me why am I even nervous for? He is my husband but still it is my first time confronting someone. I prepare his favourite Veg Biryani. Wooww it smells good~ Now is the turn to do some makeup . I am wearing a red coloured plane silk saree ,which looks quite good on my fair skin.

    I am 5''6" feet tall and with curve on the right places so the saree looks good on me. I apply some maskara and eyeliner on my big brown eyes, And apply a faint shade of red lipstick on my naturally pink lips, With maching ear rings and bangels .

    I let my waste length curly brown hair to fall down my back freely . And after first time trying to do my makeup and all. I am ready to go , Wait for your beautiful wife hubby~~

    I am so excited and nervous at the same time, As I don''t have much experionce in this things. In my college days I never liked anyone as I was always focused on studying.

    I never much go to his office as he is always so busy. He must be working so hard ... He is workoholic ... My poor hubby~~ I am at the door of his office .. I try to make myself less nervous and more charming .. Breath in breathe out I repeat this mantra for five times. And chanting ''I can do it ''...I open the door slowly.... Booom ...

    I can''t believe my eyes ... My husband is in middle of s*x with his secretary. She is bent over table and he is at her backside. The lunch box in my hand spreads all over the floor... Tears are streaming down my face .

    After coming to my senses I shout at Alok ,"What are you doing Alok? How could you do this?". He looks at me a sudden realization of shock crosses his face but soon it is replaced by smirk.

    Instead of leaving her and apologizing me he says darkly, " Did no one teached you to knock on the door??Do you not have manners ?". This is the first time I sensed wrath in his voice . Deep down I always knew it was present but I never realised it.

    Today the seen I saw from my eyes really opened my eyes ,I am ashamed and pained at the same time. Mom Dad died ,I was already half dead half alive till now..

    The only reason of my existence was the hope that Alok would love me someday , But the expression and behavior of his today made me lose my all hopes .I don''t have any future if it''s without him...

    "I came here because it is our anniversary today. I made your favourite Biryani, Wore your favourite colored saree . Just so that I could tell you that (sob) that I love you. (sob) I love you Alok .. I beg you please don''t do this to me... Please don''t leave me you know very well you are the only reason I''m alive.. Please don''t break me... " (sob sob)Piya

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    " Don''t show me that disgusting look as if I am cheating on you. I told you this marriage means nothing to me . And you my dear wife has nothing to do with my private life.Be obedient good wife and get out of here. Don''t make me pity you ", Alok said with his mouth full of venom.

    I couldn''t tolerate it anymore so with my remaining chastity , I looked at him once and for the last time and started running out of his office...

    I always loved him, Always cared about him , He was my whole life. But today he rejeced me. I saw his hatred towards me the disgust for me in his eyes, He broke me into pieces. I would never be able to join in this life.

    A suddden realization hit me that with his rejection my life had ended, There is nothing to live for now. The only way out of this pain is suicide, I turned towards stairs and started running for the terrace.

    If I can''t have his love in my life then I don''t want this h*ll of life , I jumped down from the building .God the person forgive me, for the person I loved the most turned his back on me , I have nowhere to go

    so I''m coming to you.

    Ahhhhhh~

    What is this pain in my head ?? Am I in heaven??

    "You are awake ?" ;Mom said from beside me . "Are you feeling ok? Is their pain in your head ?" ;Dad asked. I could sense consern in their voices . " I am fine dad and mom" ,I told them .

    But the pain feels real... But didn''t I jumped from building just . How is it possible that I am alive. And dad and mom died half a year ago..And this scene was from four years ago when I was sick for a whole week... Is it possible?? Does this really happen?? ... Am I reborn???