CHAPTER 370: CHAPTER 370: LET ME GO, WHY IS IT ME

Nancy Allen did not know what would happen after she made her choice.

In her heart, she was just facing reality.

She candidly accepted that her benefactor had become two people, and if she had to choose one of them as her lover, she chose Godfery Shaw.

She wanted to make everything clear.

Nancy was waiting in the house in the old town district.

Outside, Godfery Shaw’s gaze gradually became brutal; Julius Shaw’s personality was dominating the body.

"She won’t abandon me, she definitely won’t abandon me!"

"I’ll ask myself."

"I won’t allow her to abandon me!"

Julius Shaw’s memory still lingered on the last time when Nancy didn’t want him on the deserted island.

Since Nancy firmly believed that Godfery Shaw and Julius Shaw were two different people, the split between the personalities had become more and more complete.

They no longer experienced things jointly; they seemed like entirely separate individuals who had no idea what the other thought or what the other had done.

Julius Shaw took off his outer clothes, pulled open the collar, and his gaze was almost pathologically obsessive.

If Godfery Shaw knew Julius Shaw’s madness at that moment, he wouldn’t have felt secure letting Julius Shaw go talk to Nancy.

However, there was no "if."

Julius Shaw didn’t go directly to find Nancy; he felt that he was about to lose control. He didn’t want to harm Nancy; he wanted to calm down himself and drove around the old town in circles.

From the initial speeding to the subsequent stable speed, he slowly calmed down.

Julius Shaw got out of the car and walked into Nancy’s courtyard.

Seeing those flowers in the yard, he resisted the urge to kick them aside and walked inside.

"Knock knock knock!"

The knock on the door was forceful, startling Nancy inside the room.

Nancy’s heart skipped a beat, murmuring nervously, "Julius Shaw?"

"It’s me."

Hearing his name spoken by Nancy, Julius Shaw’s agitated mood cooled down a bit.

Nancy opened the door, and Julius Shaw stepped into the room.

Nancy poured Julius Shaw a cup of tea she had brewed on the table.

Julius Shaw gazed deeply at Nancy, took the tea cup, and drank it dry in one gulp.

Seeing this, Nancy poured him another cup.

After downing three cups consecutively, Julius Shaw finally stopped, as if trying to extinguish the flames in his heart with tea.

He looked at Nancy, with a hint of threat in his words, and said, "Nancy, whatever you want to tell me, you’d better think it through before speaking."

Nancy’s hand holding the teapot stiffened slightly.

But she couldn’t back down, nor could she maintain such unclear interactions with Julius Shaw anymore.

Nancy took a deep breath and straightforwardly said, "Julius Shaw, I love Godfery Shaw. It was Godfery Shaw whom I married. The relationship between you and me cannot be as close as it was before. I will not be yours."

Julius Shaw’s barely suppressed loss of control flared up again due to Nancy’s words.

The tea cup in his hand fell to the ground and shattered into pieces. He squinted his eyes at Nancy, stepped forward, his magnetic voice dipped in evilness, "Nancy, do you know what you’re saying?"

Facing Julius Shaw’s oppressive momentum, Nancy swallowed nervously but stood firm, saying, "Threatening me won’t work. I am grateful for your protection until now. I can respect you, esteem you, help you, but I love Godfery Shaw."

Julius Shaw only felt a throbbing pain in his temple, his thoughts began to scatter chaotically, his consciousness started to spiral out of control.

"Nancy, do you only like my brother and not me anymore?"

"I can’t love two people at the same time." Nancy’s expression was serious.

If she’s not resolute at this moment, there will be more trouble in the future.

Julius Shaw’s eyes turned red, and the evilness in his gaze grew heavier, like a provoked beast on the verge of madness. He lowered his voice, as if pacifying, and said, "Why can’t you love two people?"

Nancy: "..."

She felt she couldn’t communicate with Julius Shaw like a normal person.

Julius Shaw drew back and distanced himself from Nancy, squatted down, holding his head in his hands, endlessly troubled, "Why did the whole world give up on me, why even you gave up on me, Nancy, don’t leave me!"

Seeing Julius Shaw like this, Nancy felt pained. Both Julius Shaw and Godfery Shaw were those who had helped her.

Nancy took two steps forward, showing concern.

Julius Shaw, with blood-red eyes, shouted, "Don’t come close, stay away from me!"

His condition was poor, as if he was suffering extreme pain, so painful he was close to demise.

Nancy panicked a little, gently patting Julius Shaw on the shoulder, softly asking, "Are you okay, Julius Shaw?"

Julius Shaw suddenly raised his head, grabbing Nancy’s wrist firmly, his blood-red eyes fiercely looking at Nancy, his cold, emotionless eyes fixating on the pink diamond on Nancy’s earlobe, stating succinctly, "Nancy, you’re mine!"

Nancy felt something was wrong, Julius Shaw’s condition seemed out of control.

She wanted to step back, wanted to keep a distance from Julius Shaw.

But Julius Shaw gripped her tightly, preventing her from leaving.

Nancy murmured with a slight panic, "Julius Shaw, regain your senses, you..."

Julius Shaw suddenly lowered his head and fiercely kissed Nancy’s lips.

He silenced every word Nancy wanted to say.

Nancy widened her eyes, began to struggle, but her frail body couldn’t fight off Julius Shaw.

They can’t, they can’t do this!

This face identical to Godfery Shaw’s seemed to remind Nancy that this was a betrayal to Godfery Shaw. She bit Julius Shaw hard, silently refusing his actions.

Nancy bit with force, the taste of blood spread between her lips and teeth.

Yet the blood did nothing to stop Julius Shaw; instead, it made his eyes even redder, completely losing his rationality.

Driven by instinct, he tore open Nancy’s clothes.

Nancy widened her eyes and struggled desperately.

He’s not just kissing!

He wanted to completely possess her!

Nancy shook her head in terror.

"No! Don’t!"

"Julius Shaw, you can’t touch me!"

Yet Julius Shaw heard nothing at that moment.

His mental state was completely out of control, and in his eyes, there was nothing left but Nancy, nothing but the pink glow on Nancy’s earlobe.

Nancy’s powerless struggle, in Julius Shaw’s view, appeared as if she were actively cooperating.

No!

How could it be like this!

How could it use such a way to destroy the happiness she had already touched.

Nancy struggled powerlessly, and tears slipped from the corners of her eyes.

Is this heaven punishing her?

It must be; a person like her is so terrible, how could she deserve happiness.

The light was just ahead, she had already touched it, already seen it, yet she would never reach it.

The happiness that belonged to her and Godfery Shaw, it was like a snowflake, easily shattered and melted, she couldn’t hold onto anything.

She could no longer face Godfery Shaw.

"Please let me go, why is it me, why does it have to be me!"

"Because you are the only one, I exist for you."