CHAPTER 164: I WANNA SEE HIM

With how messy her life has been in the past few weeks, Julia thought she might go out and do some shopping with her friends.

She saw an ad on TV about Seraphine’s new collection of lingerie, underwear, and dresses.

With a lot of money and time in hand, Julia went out with her friends and got herself quite a lot of things.

Two new pairs of shoes, sexy lingerie, underwear and nightwear, three new dresses, and a handbag that costs as much as an average man’s annual salary.

Wanting to get rid of the stress and anger that Adam had caused her, shopping was the only way to release that stress. It’s like a therapy to her, spending Jack’s money on things without worrying about the price tag.

Most of her friends are the same.

As she returns to the mansion, she sees Adam’s car parked in the driveway way which makes her frown, but there is also anticipation inside her heart, wondering what Adam is up to now.

With Adam being the one constant name in her mind, she always wonders what he is doing and where he is.

During breakfast, she noticed Adam was not present, which led her to guess that he was with slut, fucking her, and this made her frustrated. It seemed like any woman in the world could have her, except her.

This forced Julia to wonder if it was all worth it, her obsession with Adam against her life’s ultimate goal, to get Jack’s wealth under her name.

If she wants one, she can’t have the other. She wished she could, but she can’t.

Making her feel stressed, hence the reason for her shopping spree.

But now she is back and sees that Adam is home, she wants to see him, maybe just a glance. She doesn’t want to bother talking because she knows if she did, she might lose it.

After their last confrontation, it was no longer a secret. Both know that they desire each other, but they also know that it all depends on Julia to see if anything will happen between them.

Adam is not foolish enough to force himself on her, and she is very aware that Adam himself won’t risk it. He has caught onto her plans.

He has made it clear to her, if it happens, it will happen because Julia is the one to initiate it, but it will cost her everything.

As much as she might desire him, she can’t let her lust get in the way of her secure future.

With a deep breath, Julia makes her way into the mansion. She looks around and finds it neater than usual; she guesses that Xu Lin must be responsible for it.

Now that she is staying with them and eating their food, her workload has increased; she now takes care of the whole mansion.

Julia can see that Xu Lin has done quite a good job, and this irritates her. She doesn’t dislike Xu Lin, in fact, she thinks quite good of her because of how good she is at her job and is always very obedient.

She doesn’t complain and does everything Julia tells her to, which is very rare amongst maids these days.

But Julia still can’t help but get irritated when she looks at Xu Lin because of how close she is to Adam.

Seeing that everything is in order in the mansion, Julia makes her way upstairs and into her room. She puts her shopping bags away and starts walking around aimlessly.

Knowing that Adam’s just a room away from her makes her restless.

’Get hold of yourself, Julia. Why are you getting restless for no reason?’ she questions herself and looks at her shopping bag.

’Let’s try them on one more time,’ she thinks, believing it will help her distract herself from thoughts related to Adam.

She takes off the short dress she is wearing and stands before the mirror, naked. She looks at her own reflection and assesses her own figure.

Her breasts are still perky, and her curves are on point. Her stomach is flat and she can see some ab definition. Her legs are long, and her thighs have some thickness to them.

Julia smiles, seeing her own sexy figure. She is very aware that she has hit her prime when it comes to physical attractiveness.

She was beautiful in her twenties as well, but she didn’t put much effort into being healthy and exercising; she managed to do quite with with just a pretty face and perky breasts.

But now that she has hit her thirties, married, and with a lot of time to spare, she has been putting her body to work. Now she has both a beautiful face and a killer body.

’No wonder he is obsessed with me~’ Julia thinks as Adam comes to her mind once again. Realizing that she is thinking about him again, she frustratingly bites her lips. She can’t help but picture Adam’s body as well.

She has seen how ripped and lean his body is. She couldn’t help but imagine their hot bodies entangled as Adam does unspeakable things to her.

Julia’s body shudders with excitement, and she feels goosebumps running over her skin. But she also makes her even more frustrated.

She can’t believe how much of a strong hold Adam has on her, even though there has only been very limited physical interaction between them. Just thinking about those very small interactions lights a fire inside Julia that she finds very hard to extinguish.

Looking at the mirror, the times when they kissed start playing in her mind. The first time they kissed was in the kitchen. She still remembers how her body was set on fire with that steaming kiss.

She can’t help but run her finger on her lips, trying to stimulate his touch on hers. She then recalls their second time kissing, which was in Adam’s room, and that time the kiss was so much more intense than the last time.

Their tongues were entangled like snakes mating.

Julia feels her pussy get hot and wet as she remembers it. She can help but slide her hand down towards her horny cunt while staring at herself in the mirror.

She then recalls when Adam had her pressed against his wall, how his hands teased her by rubbing her inner thigh before he shoved them into her pussy.

She feels a chill run down her spine as she recalls it and shoves her own fingers inside her wet cunt to replicate that feeling she felt.

But her fingers couldn’t make her feel the same as when Adam did it. Though it was just for a brief second, she remembered how amazing it felt with his fingers found her sweet spot instantly. It was electrifying.

Julia looks at her reflection and finds herself masturbating to Adam once again. She feels frustrated but extremely horny. This is not the first time, and she knows it won’t be the last time either.

’I want to see him~’ Is the only thought that crossed her mind as she watched herself acting like a depraved woman.

Biting her lower lip, she pulls her fingers out of her wet cunt and looks at her shopping bags.

If she wants to see him, she needs to look presentable as well.

She takes out the sexy dress she bought, one that puts most of her body on display.

The red dress only covers her breasts, ass, and pussy, the rest is out in the open for the world to admire.

’If he sees me in this, he will definitely not be able to think about any other woman than me~’ She thinks and puts on the dress.

She stands before the mirror once again with her new dress on. Her breasts pop out more than ever as the dress is made to support women with big breasts like hers. The dress then branches into strings, wrapping around her waist, letting her flat stomach and snatched waist show off. As for the back, it’s completely exposed. The dress only has a strap that goes behind her neck to hold it in place, and then the skirt of the dress it’s short. It hugs her hips and ass perfectly, not hiding her sexy curves one bit. And then her legs, completely exposed. Her sexy, long legs would make men drool for days, as they won’t be able to forget the sight of her if they see her in this dress.

Julia smiles proudly, seeing how amazing she looks. She takes out her phone and takes a picture of herself in multiple sexy positions before walking out of her bedroom.

’I wonder how he will react?’ She wonders nervously as she makes her way towards Adam’s room.

On her way, she begins making excuses about why she has come to his room, but her main concern is still showing herself off to him.

Even if she can’t have Adam, she can still enjoy his lustful gaze of desire directed towards her. This is the only way she can make it work, knowing that Adam is still obsessed with her, and no other woman can replace her in his mind.

Taking a deep breath, she stands before Adam’s room and pushes the door open, thinking he would be sitting in front of his computer, playing games, but she hopes that he is naked, changing his clothes, or something, just so she can see his hot body again.

But as the door opens, she finds it empty.