Prologue

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    Humans were a contradictory being. Since a long time ago, I always had the sudden desire to be alone, to sever all ties with everyone in this world. When I was still a student, I would suddenly cancel the contract for my mobile phone and cut off any communication with everyone to focus on studying for a test. But I still long for the company of others so I would restore my mobile phone contract again.

    The same could be said with my social media. I would suddenly become sick of having any relations with other people that I’d delete my account. Still, I would miss the presence of other people again and so the cycle repeated itself.

    For example, if I could have someone I cherish, a dear friend or someone I love. How could I say I could be sure this impulse of wanting to cut off all ties with other human beings would never come?

    I was always terrified of these contradictions in my heart more than anything else.

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