Raven glanced at her but ignored her. He looked up, braced his foot against the wall, and attempted to climb up.

However, once the floodgates opened, Mercury Trojan Horse seemed unable to stop her desire to speak: “We started learning to read at four. I learned two hundred words in half a month, while you didn’t learn a single one, not even recognizing numbers. Everyone realized you might be cursed by the Virtual Realm. I often comforted you and hugged you back then, but soon after, I saw you seeking a mentor to train your body, without a trace of unhappiness on your face. From that moment, I hated you.”

“Later, I summoned my first spirit and became a sorcerer. I was happy to share the news with you, only to see you smash a big rock with one punch, and then I immediately became unhappy.”

“I unexpectedly received the Inheritance from the Prophecy Sect and was officially appointed as the White Crow. I hadn’t been happy for a few days when I heard about your victory over the judgment warriors. Fortunately, the cult still didn’t agree to let you become a warrior. You have no idea how delighted I was to hear that news, like drinking honey. But soon you disappeared, and when you returned, you dragged back the corpse of an evil raven.”

“There are so many things. Do you know how much I wished you’d die on a mission, die at someone else’s hands? But you’re like a cockroach, never dying no matter what, surviving every time, growing stronger each time. Do you know how disgusting and hateful you are?”

“Why won’t you just die, just admit you’re a failure, always living so resiliently?” Mercury Trojan Horse’s voice gradually filled with venom, her hands trembling with anger: “You’re just an ordinary person who can’t even recognize words!”

“Now you must feel satisfied, having captured the Mercury Trojan Horse of the Four Pillars Cult. My life and death are at your mercy. You’ve accomplished what countless others couldn’t. Achieving this great feat as a ‘weakling,’ doesn’t it give you a sense of accomplishment?”

Raven, climbing with effort, replied, “Because I want to protect you, I can’t hesitate, can’t be lazy. Only by taking the toughest and hardest path can I stand by your side.”

“Did I ever say I wanted you to protect me?” Mercury Trojan Horse said, “Wouldn’t it be better for you to stay in the cult and cook?”

“You did.”

“When did I say that?”

“When we were very young, probably just learning to read.” Raven said, “We were playing outside and fell, scraping our knees. You cried immediately. I… I probably wanted to cry from the pain too, but seeing you cry, I held back, because I realized this was where I was stronger than you. Then I comforted you, promising you wouldn’t get hurt again.”

The blood from the hole in Mercury Trojan Horse’s right palm continued to seep, sliding down her arm into her sleeve.

“Yes.” She said, “I’m afraid of pain, afraid of fatigue, afraid of death, afraid of the dark, afraid of ghosts, afraid of thieves, afraid to sleep alone at night, haven’t mastered any combat Spellcasting, and cry easily. I’m just a weakling.”

“So I hate you, hate you to death. Even though we’re identical twins, why are you so strong despite facing so many misfortunes, able to uphold pure beliefs, while I’m so weak?”

“If you feared death like me, perhaps you’d join my side…”

“Impossible.” Raven said, “Even if I feared death, I wouldn’t betray the cult.”

“You would.” Mercury Trojan Horse said, “If you knew Raven Annihilation was about to be destroyed.”

“What do you mean?”

“Raven Annihilation has offended too many cults. I’ve advised them several times, but no one listened to me. Tribulation Fire Chapel, Light Spiral Sect, and several other cults have long united to prepare to besiege Raven Annihilation.” Mercury Trojan Horse said, “Raven Annihilation won’t compromise. You’re not afraid of death, but I am. I don’t want to die!”

“Even if I’m captured, as the White Crow, I might be killed. Even if I’m not killed, I’d be ostracized, unable to gain trust, and might even be secretly murdered!”

“That’s when I received the favor of the Four Pillars God, becoming the Tactile Sense of the Four Pillars God. Since destruction was inevitable, I might as well make use of my failure. So I started developing from a small town within the cult. Fortunately, Raven Annihilation had a good reputation, and my initial preaching went smoothly, then I infiltrated the cult… You know the rest.”

Raven’s hand tightened slightly, leaving a red mark on Mercury Trojan Horse’s wrist: “You didn’t have to go against the cult.”

“But the cult would go against me.” Mercury Trojan Horse said, “Raven Annihilation and the Four Pillars Cult are natural enemies. Rather than wait for you to become my enemy, I might as well strike first. I’m afraid of you.”

“If you don’t want to be buried with them, why not just run away?” Raven asked, “Others may not want to leave, but I’d definitely be willing to go with you!”

“Without Demi-God powers, how can we survive in the wasteland? Moreover, we’re the Black and White Crow. After the enemy cults destroy Raven Annihilation, how could they not send people to hunt us down?”

“Then we can start anew, reorganize the cult after Raven Annihilation is destroyed, and then-“

“See, see, this is what I hate most about you.” Mercury Trojan Horse showed a bitter smile, “How can you so easily speak of things I can’t do?”

“I’m the indulgent Tanomoo, not the idealistic Tamashi.”

Her body suddenly began to tremble violently, and she said, “I lied to you. The reincarnation vessel is not that simple. It requires many preparations in advance. In two years, I’ve only prepared this one vessel. No matter where I die, I will die, not reincarnate into someone else.”

“And,” her teeth chattered, tears streaming down as she sobbed, “this time, the cataclysm, I’m afraid everyone will die…”

She looked up at Raven, sniffed, crying and laughing: “But Tamashi, you seem unaffected… It’s hilarious, who would have thought you, a virtual realm insulator, would happen to survive this cataclysm?”

“Everyone has their misfortunes, and everyone has their luck. Who can say misfortune won’t be luck?”

“Come, do it.” She trembled, “You hate me too, right? Rather than let the cataclysm kill me, you’d prefer to kill me yourself, wouldn’t you?”

“I don’t hate you.” Raven said, “I just resent you.”

“Just like you can’t truly hate me, you just resent me. You don’t truly resent me; the line between love and hate is always blurry. You just occasionally resent me, but often love me.”

“I can still hold on, without giving up.”

“But at this moment, I truly hate you!” Mercury Trojan Horse’s eyes filled with tears, “Don’t you understand!? I’m scared, I’m going to die, but I don’t know what will happen, whether it will hurt, whether it will be painful, I’m so scared! I’m scared to death!”

“If you kill me, at least I can die quickly, without enduring unknown torment!”

“And after death, there’s hell… I’m so afraid…” She trembled all over, “Will there be many waiting to take revenge on me, will there be endless torment waiting for me, and, and…”

She hiccuped, snot bubbles forming, tearful eyes looking at Raven.

“Tamashi, save me…”

Raven looked at the person whose hand he held, once they often held hands like this, but she was no longer the pure White Crow, not even her original self, just a sinner full of evil.

However, Raven sighed and said, “Look at me, don’t move.”

He shook his head, and the raven mask automatically fell off, spinning once in the air, just right to cover Mercury Trojan Horse’s face.

“I don’t know if it will help.” Tamashi said, “But dying with this mask on might scare away some revenge in hell, gain some help.”

“You go down first and wait for me. I’ll probably come down soon to help you atone.”

Yet Mercury Trojan Horse just stared at Tamashi, saying, “Two years without seeing… You’re still so beautiful, much more beautiful than me…”

“Maybe that’s why I hate you. I’ve always felt that during our gestation, I took your knowledge, but you took beauty and perseverance. My share is less than yours.”

“You owe me so much, so I’ll take this mask.” Mercury Trojan Horse said, “Since you’re no longer a judgment warrior, don’t wear a mask anymore.”

Her body trembled more and more violently, speaking rapidly as if afraid of running out of time: “I’ll wait for you, no need to help me atone, just being with me is enough. I can’t stand being alone… Are you really willing to stay by my side?”

At this moment, Mercury Trojan Horse’s face showed no cunning, no venom, and in her unfamiliar eyes, Tamashi saw the familiar shadow of the sibling who always acted spoiled with him.

“Of course.”

Tamashi watched his sister turn into water, slipping away through his fingers.

“Even before birth, I was already by your side.”