Lin Yanxi couldn''t help laughing when he heard his evaluation. "Of course, I want to grow up. I''ve been in blood blade for so many years. Don''t say learning is to see more than others. If I don''t grow up again, I''m really no longer suitable for blood blade."

    "But... I know it in my heart." Lin Yanxi said and couldn''t help sighing, "but such a life will still feel a little lost. You say there is no such husband and wife. The number of meetings is not as good as when they are in love."

    "Maybe this is the characteristic of our blood blade. The closer we are, the less we meet. It''s not as long as our comrades in arms."

    Hearing her emotion, Zhang Sheng also laughed, "in fact, you two have been very lucky. At least you have been in a small team, fought together, and had more opportunities to meet."

    "You can understand the other party. Although you occasionally don''t know where the other party is going, at least you know what he did, but you think it would be more pitiful if they weren''t all in the blood blade?"

    "You don''t know where he went, let alone what he suddenly disappeared to do. There''s no news, no information, or even when he will get the news or come back." Zhang Sheng said and looked at Lin Yanxi, "and every day you''re in shock, fear and fantasy. If it were you, which one would you choose?"

    Lin Yanxi was stunned, but she had to admit that Zhang Sheng''s words were right. In fact, this is not a hypothesis. There are too many such families and too many such lovers in the blood blade.

    Compared with them, Lin Yanxi can be said to be happier. He couldn''t help laughing at the thought, "white viper, I have to admit that you are really comforting."

    But Zhang Sheng shook his head, "I''m not comforting you, but telling a fact."

    Speaking of this, he looked at Lin Yanxi positively, "compared with me, you are the happier one, and I am the husband who can''t say or do anything, and even disappear suddenly occasionally."

    Lin Yanxi was stunned. Although the information of each member of Xueren needs to be investigated in detail, not everyone knows each other.

    Even when tiaozheng came here, Lin Yanxi only looked at their normal data. She didn''t deliberately get the family situation. An old sniper who had been in the blood blade for so long didn''t need her to investigate again.

    So at this time, he really saw her surprise. Zhang Sheng just smiled, "there''s nothing wrong. My wife... No, it''s my ex-wife. She''s not a soldier, just an ordinary person."

    "She used to worship soldiers and me very much, because we knew each other in a hostage rescue operation. It can be said that she worshipped me, and later this worship gradually turned into feelings."

    "We just got together and formed our own family," he sighed. "As I said, our identity is special and the confidentiality regulations are too strict. I can''t say many things, so I have too many secrets to hide from her."

    "Not only that, they often disappear suddenly, without saying goodbye or any news. Sometimes they even go for a month or two."

    "In fact, our relationship has been very good, and there is no big contradiction, but... No matter how deep the relationship can not withstand such tossing, she began to be dissatisfied with me that I often can''t go back, my sudden disappearance, and even my career has changed from initial worship to boredom."

    Lin Yanxi couldn''t help feeling a little depressed when he listened. He couldn''t help asking, "because of this, so you separated?"

    Zhang Sheng nodded, "yes, because of these, do you think it''s incredible?"

    "Obviously, when I was with her, it was such an identity and the nature of my work. She also understood what it meant to marry me, but in the end..."

    Speaking of this, Zhang Sheng reluctantly smiled, "but do you know what she said when she left?"

    "She said she still loved me. Her feelings had not changed, but she couldn''t bear such suffering. She didn''t want to face Mingming''s life every day, but she still faced everything alone. She didn''t want to be afraid every day."

    "She doesn''t know when I suddenly disappear, let alone what I do after I disappear, whether it will be dangerous. Often at this time, she will be restless and afraid to hear the news of my accident all day."

    "She finally... Begged me to let go of her and each other. She didn''t want to spend the rest of her life in such worry and panic."

    Zhang Sheng said with a deep sigh, "you said... What else can I do? She''s right. If I let her go, it''s equivalent to letting go of each other. From then on, we''re far apart. She doesn''t have to worry about me anymore, let alone live in the fear of losing me every day."

    "So... It''s really good."

    After listening to Zhang Sheng''s words, Lin Yanxi couldn''t help feeling sour. Maybe this kind of thing is really right or wrong. It''s not that she doesn''t love, but... She doesn''t want to be together again.

    Seeing her look, Zhang Sheng suddenly recovered and said, "look at me, tell you what to do."

    Said with a smile, "you are different from me. Both you and Mu Lin have a strong heart. You have stronger adaptability in the face of the danger of the task and the future life."

    "In fact... The lesson you can learn from me is to learn to let go. Of course, this release does not let you learn from me to really let go, but not to pull so tightly with each other. Sometimes learning to let go can make you hold more firmly."

    Lin Yanxi recovered and looked at him and nodded lightly. "Master, I see what you mean."

    "Don''t worry, I will manage this relationship well and treat the people I love well." I can''t help laughing, "and our team, my career."

    "I believe that no matter my family or feelings, they will not be my fetters in the future, but my best backing. With them, I will only become a better me."

    Zhang Sheng finally nodded at ease, "you''re right. I believe you will be a better you in the future, and the future seaweed team will be a better seaweed."

    As they spoke, they couldn''t help looking at each other.