CHAPTER 87: 87: NEW DEVELOPMENTS

Damon

"Guys... seriously, I really don’t care about her." I insisted while staring at my brothers, wishing they’d believe me instead of still regarding me like they were holding back their laughter.

"Look, Damon, you don’t need to try so hard. There’s no way you’d not care about her at this point, it’s impossible." Landon sighed out this time, saying those words like they were the easiest thing out they’d, and they might be to him, since emotions were never something super complicated to him. They were never something that was a really big deal to Angelo as well. Amongst my brothers, I was the one who seemed to be immune from emotional connections since I could remember. What seemed like a normal thing to them was something that was giving me a headache before I went to sleep and when I woke up.

I didn’t know how to accept some of the things I feel, and some just end up weirding me out or scarring me. It seems hilarious that an alpha has to admit that he’s scared of certain feelings, which is why I never talk about it. But sometimes, my feelings make me quite scared of the things that I’m capable of. After all, having to function well during the day, I always put a heavy lid over my emotions to keep myself from getting distracted or disturbed during the day. Then at night, everything comes free and haunts me till the next morning.

I might say that insight care about Sue, but I knew damn well that it was the complete opposite. I refuse to admit that to myself because doing that makes it harder to accept the truth that we couldn’t be together. We have our duties to the throne, the pack members wouldn’t ever accept her, and on top of that, we never got along. I sometimes try to get along with her, but I end up being a complete asshole once in her presence.

One time I found myself practicing what I’d say once in her presence, then I felt so embarrassed that I completely treated her very horribly because of that in the coming days. Then I felt shitty as hell and always wished there was a way to undo that.

At this point. I still don’t like the fact that she hated us. I might act like I didn’t care but that I also hated her, but the reality was that it was the complete opposite. When the doctor revealed that she had the least connection with me, I hadn’t liked that at all, and I was fully aware that it was my own doing. It was humiliating in a way, that she spent the most time with me, having stayed with just me till my brothers fully came into the pictures, yet I ended up coming last place.

I was fully aware that there was no competition between myself and my brothers, but it still made me feel shitty as hell no matter what. It was my fault, all I did was treat her like an asshole so I hand no one to blame but myself. I just know if she has to pick between my brothers, I’d end up being the last option and again, I didn’t like that. I wasn’t delusional, I know there was no repairing all that I had ruined, and that there was no time anymore, which was why I suggested that we just used her to break our curses then sever the bonds. But now that I was thinking about it, doing that just mean that we’d have to let her leave with her new set of mates, and I wasn’t in on that in any way. Just thinking about that right now had my chest getting completely consumed with anger.

My brothers were speaking in the background but I tuned them out as I leaned back into my seat, locking all my thoughts out and letting my thoughts fully consume me.

I was barely relaxed before a weird tug settled in my chest, which instantly made me frown because it felt weird, unfamiliar and like it didn’t belong to me. It didn’t belong to my brothers either. After being connected to them from birth, I could tell their feelings apart whenever they came into my mind from the bond we shared. Which was why I blinked my eyes open, my eyes darting towards my brothers who had stoooef talking and were presently frowning as well.

"You both felt that too?" I asked just as their eyes darted towards me, and they exchanged a look before nodding at me at the same time while leaning forward in their seats.

"That’s weird. What the fuck does that mean?" Landon asked just as the feeling came into my mind again, feeling Sharon and Smithers, and my confusion worsened. By my brother’s facial expressions, it was clear they had also felt those things just now as well.

I was still frowning and trying to figure out where that feeling was still coming from cause now it refused to disappear from my mind. At that same moment, Landon quietly got to his feet, his eyes wide and panic painted across his face as he looked at us.

"Guys we’re so dumb. How the hell did we forget that now we’re now bonded to someone?" He asked as he shook his he’d, then he was turning fast just as Angelo and myself got to our feet.

"Oh!" Angelo said as he hurried out of the room as well, Witt me right behind him.

So that feeling had been from Sue. How the hell did it take us this long to realize? I guess it’s just because we went so long without being bonded so it’s gonna still keep feeling like this.

We were in Landon’s room in no time, and as soon as we stepped into the room, the scent that filled the air was so thick Witt aerosols, it made me almost lose my footing as my head instantly got swamped by the scent, just as u crashed into Angelo’s back cause he quickly stopped walking .

"The fuvk?" I whispered, while my mind reeled hard. It was impossible to breathe right now without breathing in the scent of arousal. It was unlike anything I’ve ever smelt, and it was also stronger, and so so eatable that I felt my kitty water at once with the urge to taste just as my dick began to harden in pants.

"Was this how this room slept before you left, Landon?" Angelo asked, still stuck in the same spot he was standing in before I rammed into him and I walked around him just as Landon shook his head, a confused expression on his face as he got to the side of the bed and stared down at Sue who seemed to still be asleep.

"The scent in the air was a little arousal, but she was beyond sated, she fell asleep before I left. That feels like nothing compared to what’s presently in the air." Landon explained to us from across his shoulders and this made me start to realize that perhaps he had been right when he said it would have been hard for either of if to resist her should we have been in his shoes, and now I didn’t think he was lying, cause if her arousal had smelt this good, then I was certain I would have gotten a taste on my tongue as well, which would have undoubtedly been way worse than what Landon claimed he did without using his hands.

I walked through the room till I was standing beside the bed as well, then I stared down at Sue who was still asleep. But it was clear the smell of arousal was coming from her cause standing this close to her right now made it seem like it was two times stronger, and I felt a sweat trickle down my face as I blinked down at her sleeping from.

"Should we wake her?" Landon asked just as Angelo came to stand beside us and I nodded, my eyes still pinned on her. She didht even look like she was having a peaceful sleep cause she was presently pacing around and tossing here and there, which made me wonder if it’s the exact reason we got that urgent feeling in our minds because she couldn’t sleep?

Angelo shook her awake and she whimpered, recoiling into the bed and pressing into Landon’s touch at the same time. Landon touched her forehead and cussed, appearing quite worried as he glanced over at us.

"She’s burning up again, guys." He remarked quietly and this time, Angelo stroked forward and checked her temperature himself. I went to touch her as well, but because I was worried I wouldn’t be able to stop, I made sure to control myself just as Angelo abruptly let go of her and reared back.

"Guys... I think she’s going into in heat," he whispered.