The Dark Rebirth of Pandora: Revenge of the Abyss
Chapter 341: Choices
I look at Ren as I think about the many options, of course she has always been among the targets, but since I have never seen him since I was executed as a human, I had set him aside for a while.
'Should I have a meeting with the other mes to decide?' They are also me, they can give me a broader and more accurate view of what to do with Ren.
"You know Ren, it's really ironic to see someone as disgusting as you having the appearance of an angel" I say, thinking of tearing off those wings and breaking the angelic halo, but she probably would regenerate due to her blood.
'Healing potion, speed and strength, as well as other potions that can be drawn from other fluids' Saliva, Blood and Semen are things she can easily produce and that's probably why Lucius chose them.
However, the human body produces much more than just these 3, although it's a bit disgusting to drink that kind of thing.
'I wanted to test the effectiveness...but I don't want to drink anything that comes out of this filthy bitch...' I grab one of the vials of semen and think about how I can test it without having to drink it myself.
'She's waking up' I ignore this as I think about how to test it, I create a shadow to test if she receives extra power and make the shadow of a wolf drink the liquid from the vial.
"..."
'No changes...the expected I guess...' My shadow beings, although they are living beings, are not really common beings, so it makes sense that it wouldn't work, I quickly make the wolf enter my shadow as I think.
'There's no way to know how good it is without trying...' It seems a bit repulsive to drink something coming from the body of those I hate, but I still have to think about it.
"Hey, is Ren awake?" I crouch down next to her and she looks at me with shivers as she meets my eyes.
"G-Grand Duchess...I-I..."
"You don't need to talk much, I know your situation well and know that I am completely in favor of it" I cut off any hope he may have, I am in favor of her being used as a source of potions.
"Constant collection of blood, semen and saliva...I must say that your regenerative capacity is impressive if you haven't even broken after all this, can I know how long you've been here?" I ask curiously.
"...9 m-months..." She speaks while I smile.
'9 months in this and she's still mentally stable, how good is her healing for this?' She is afraid, and her body reacts in a strange way, but in her gaze you can see that she is still sane and has not succumbed to pleasure or pain.
'In total, three heroes had their genders changed...me, Amiya and him...' Ironically, this can be considered an advantage, it is remarkable that most of the rulers of non-human races are girls.
As in my case and in the case of the beast men, this occurs for a logical reason, all the goddesses are always women, there is no god, so naturally the feminine side has more capacity to grow when certain conditions are met.
This does not mean that everyone is like this, so naturally in this world men have an advantage over women, this fact of women being stronger suits mainly those who have some contact with the goddesses in some way.
Like me who am the Demon King and am a goddess, Aokitsu who is the reincarnation of a goddess, the saint who receives power from the goddess and her title, and finally we have Ren and Amiya who received their abilities as heroes thanks to the human goddess.
"I wonder, do you regret being a hero?"
"...Y-Yes..." She speaks with a hoarse voice as I stand up looking down at her.
"You didn't seem regretful at first, you must have really enjoyed the life you had, right? After all, you only started to hate it when you finally understood what it means to be a hero" A hero is not someone who kills monsters, gains fame and wealth, and lives as they please.
"A hero is a disposable pawn made to kill the Demon King, they are pieces that the humans of this world use until they have drained everything from them, that's what it means to be a hero" The humanity of this world is very religious and supremacist.
They see their race as superior to others, so heroes, although human, end up being seen more as a resource that can be used until exhausted.
"You know you're not the first, right? Records show that humans have always done this, many heroes have suffered horrible things in this world" I read the records that demons stole from humans in the past.
Ren is not even close to being the worst off, in one of the records I found on the floating island of my master, one of the heroes during a great plague that happened here was used as a healing resource.
The church basically tore off his skin and flesh and then healed him, using his flesh that had a useful ability to cure the plague, the unaware population was receiving a remedy made with the body of a hero who was conscious the whole time.
The church doesn't care about the suffering of heroes as long as they are still useful, the heroes who receive fame are mainly those who only have fighting ability.
"Ha...hahahaha you have a funny face, is it really that terrifying? Well, you should have been smarter, right?" I mock him, he should have noticed that his unique ability could be forced to be useful against his will.
"Was it good at first? Or was it always bad?" I question.
"...Very bad..." She speaks in a cut-off manner with difficulty.
"I bet it was, too much pleasure simply turns to pain when mismanaged" My body can perfectly manage the pleasure I receive and the pleasure I give to my partners.
So they only feel pain if I want them to feel pain, even if we have sex for months, for my partners it will always be good because I automatically regulate it in a stable way.
But the church has no reason to try to regulate this, all they need to do is ensure that Ren produces resources.
"Seeing you naked and dirty with semen and sweat like this isn't exciting, you know? It's just disgusting" I say to her.
"Ugh" She lets out a painful groan when I step on her erect penis.
"You seem very sensitive, how disgusting, getting hard just from being stepped on, you're a dirty and filthy whore" I say mockingly.
"...Haaa...Haaa..." She breathes heavily as her penis shoots out streams of semen.
"Who said you could reach climax, you whore" I kick her face in disgust.
'Great, now I have to get rid of this shoe' They have effectively transformed this bitch's body, now she reaches climax so easily that collecting her semen is simple.
"You know, I really feel disgusted by you" I say, spitting in her face, I feel a special kind of disgust for this hero.
Unlike the other heroes who bullied me directly, this teacher did a more indirect bullying, but annoying, and what disgusts me is that he was an adult.
Teenagers are already more inclined to make bad choices and if they are spoiled they can do even more stupid things, but adults already lose that and gain more responsibility.
In other words, he who was a teacher should never have condoned the bullying, if he wasn't going to help me, he should at least have remained silent and ignored it like all the other adults.
"...W-Why?" She questions, looking into my eyes.
"...?"
"Why...do you hate me...I-I didn't do anything to you" She states the obvious, Ren has never done anything against the Grand Duchess, so obviously my disgust and hatred is illogical from his perspective.
"How curious, right? Tell me, Ren, you who once were a teacher, can you try to explain this simple question?" I question.
"...T-Tell..."
"Why do humans kill other humans? Because we belittle those of our own race as inferior, bullying, mocking them and humiliating them as if they were something different from ourselves, why do we feel disgusted by other people just because they are not like us?" I look directly into his eyes.
"...I don't...know..." She says she doesn't know, it's obvious that she doesn't.
"The answer is simple to me, it's because we are fully aware of what we are and what others are, we intelligent beings understand that we are one thing and when we see something that is different from what we judge to be common, we change our way of acting"
"We like to feel superior to others, so when something or someone is different, we like to step on and humiliate that something just because it gives us a good feeling of being superior"
"Humans don't feel anything when they step on an ant on the street even though the ant is alive, so similarly to that, many humans don't mind humiliating others just to feel bigger than they really are"
"After all, many children take a magnifying glass and fry ants with the sun just to see how they react, it's all a matter of reaction, you know? Doing evil makes our brain feel superior even though biologically they are equal beings" I know it's not like that for everyone.
There are good humans, but the majority are complete trash, and because of the mistake of one, many end up paying dearly.
It is a fact that making others inferior to us gives us a good feeling of superiority that quickly becomes addictive.
"..."
"It seems you understand, Ren, you are inferior to me and I don't need a reason to feel disgusted by you" Although I have a reason, I have two great reasons, first because of what he did in the past and second because he is a hero who is the natural enemy of me the Demon King.
"Well, that's enough of this little talk, I think I've decided what to do" I say as I decide to give up my control to Pandora Yandere.
Just as Ren did a more indirect bullying, I will also make him suffer in a more indirect way, I will just watch while Pandora Yandere, who is a sadistic torturer, does what she wants.
'Well, Pandora Yandere, he's all yours, just don't kill him, take control and have fun' I think as I release full access to her, this is the first time I've done this, I just hope I can easily regain control afterwards.
"..."