The Dark Rebirth of Pandora: Revenge of the Abyss
Chapter 342: Consciousness, Body, and Mind
"..." I'm lying in the black liquid that I recognize well as my consciousness, I look around and see Tiny Pandora and Monster Pandora watching me.
[You could come here more often and let that cursed woman take your place]
Monster Pandora speaks to me with an obvious irritated look, while Tiny Pandora is hiding behind her.
"What happened?" I ask, already imagining.
[That bitch!!! She's terrible! Why the hell did you have to have someone like her in here, you have no idea the things I have to do, she treats me like I'm some kind of submissive bitch! It's...humiliating]
"I can imagine..." She's quite intense, and I've seen a little bit, she's very controlling.
"Well, she's the body, I don't have much choice in that sense." She's an extreme and fundamental part of who I am, she's literally my body and I'm the mind of the body.
[Worse yet!! Can't you see how the little one hides behind me? You don't know what that lunatic does to her!] Monster Pandora speaks angrily.
"Yes...why does she even like Tiny Pandora? Do you know?" I don't really know why she's kind of a lolicon, I'm not so why is she? And what's this strange real interest?
[It's more than obvious, Pandora!! It's because if you're small, you seem more fragile! Obviously that big-titted bitch is opportunistic, if she sees something that looks weak and fragile, she gets excited like a whore in heat!]
Monster Pandora curses her in every way, showing how much she hates Yandere Pandora, although this hatred is not entirely unfounded.
"Oh yes...that makes sense." It's like a predator in nature that prefers to devour babies because they're vulnerable and softer.
(S-She's cruel) Tiny Pandora mumbles, but I see her blushing and breathing heavily as if remembering something she shouldn't.
"Try to get along with her, you know, she's just as important as I am, besides, it can't really be that bad...I think."
[Then why don't you spend a week in here to see if that bitch doesn't screw you up too!! That obsessive whore is as bad as you are with Zephyra!]
"Don't say it that way, I treat Zephyra well!" I treat Zephyra the best I can, okay we had our disagreements in the past, but I treat her well now.
"Besides, Tiny Pandora doesn't seem to think it's totally bad, apart from the fact that we're all adult monsters, it's just a matter of Tiny Pandora beating her..."
[She was conditioned to think that way!! That miserable woman kept tormenting Tiny Pandora! And there's no way she can win a fight! All she knows how to do is run away] Monster Pandora interrupts me as she speaks.
"Hmm...Okay, let's put that aside, we're all the same, we don't need this fight." I say to her.
[...]
(...)
[Do you really think it's safe to give control to that lunatic!?]
"Yes, I do, after all, she's me, I want to watch how she's going to torment Ren." I'm eager to watch this, Yandere Pandora is more sadistic than me.
"She's like my more sadistic side, so it should be fun to watch." I say to her as I just look into the darkness, in the past I would never have imagined that this darkness was part of Yandere Pandora.
"But changing the subject, is she as good in bed as I am?" I ask the two.
[...Good, too good, if it weren't for this shit of sadism of hers, it would be even better, she likes to mix torture with sex and it gets complicated to deal with] Monster Pandora summarizes BDSM.
"Do you think there's any reason why she likes this?" She's me, but at the same time she's herself, so her tastes aren't 100% mine.
[I don't know, she's weird, she's clingy, she's sadistic and has horrible habits of trapping and sexually torturing us, she's like you only 5x more lustful and sadistic]
[Maybe because she has nothing to hunt and kill, she gets restless and decides to torture us sexually then? After all, if we're not killing, manipulating or destroying something, we'll be involved in something sexual]
"Great to know that, by the way, Tiny Pandora is very clinging to you, is there a reason for that?" She usually hid in this darkness, diving into it as if it were water.
[When two beings suffer the same thing, a friendship is formed, she suffered more than me, but I also suffered a lot at the hands of that fucking psychopath]
"Sounds terrible." I say to her, I can only imagine what Yandere Pandora really ended up doing, I only saw it once and the state of the two was not really good.
[That's it? Is that all you have to say? You traitor! You abandon us with that lunatic and then just say it sounds terrible] She speaks angrily with me.
"It seems she didn't fuck you enough if you're irritated, don't worry, in the future we can all have an orgy here inside." It will be a crazy event considering that it is all done inside my head.
[Every second that passes, you seem more schizophrenic, first talking to your head and now wanting sex in here between all of us, don't you think it's too narcissistic?]
"Well, that's life."
"By the way...how do I see the outside? I want to watch Yandere Pandora and see what she's going to do to Ren..." Yandere Pandora looks at me in a strange way.
[Are you sure you want to watch? It may displease you]
"...What do you mean?"
[She doesn't really have a sense of empathy for what we are, you let her torture Ren because you didn't know what else to do, but it's notable that you didn't want to physically get involved with Ren even though she's beautiful]
"...She wouldn't do that, right?"
[...]
'Bitch!!'
[You shouldn't have just let her lead everything, now accept the consequences, do you want to watch?]
"...Yes, I need to at least know what that crazy woman is doing with my body." How can I complain later if I don't know what she did?
[Just wait then, soon we should be able to see] Monster Pandora says, sitting on the floor as Tiny Pandora comes to me.
"Do you need anything?" I ask, lying on the floor, I can't easily get up, so I don't even try to move.
(T-Thank you for letting me stay...a-and I didn't thank you) She says, remembering that I accepted to stay with her instead of making her disappear.
"You're also me, even though the weaker part of myself, you're still me, if I just discarded you, it would show weakness." I'm overcoming the past and not discarding it.
I could have discarded her by killing her, but that's not having the courage to face the problem head-on, it's just ignoring the problem and throwing the source of the problem away.
(T-Thank you anyway, a-and I'm so happy) She says with a smile.
"...I believe so." Our first mother was the only one who gave any validation or acceptance to us, this version has never been accepted by anyone else, of course being accepted by me was good.
(C-Can I play with our children?) She sighs and finds the courage to speak before breaking down.
"...You..."
'She's right...' Technically my children are also their children, because we are one being, I hadn't thought of that.
"Maybe in the future...when everything is resolved, I'll let you control the body..." It will be embarrassing to have my body acting like a crying child, but I think I should give them what I'm also receiving.
(T-Thank you, thank you) She says, jumping on me and hugging me, this makes me give a satisfied smile, it's proof that I'm truly maturing.
"It was nothing special, besides, don't cry anymore, we're strong and we don't have to cry anymore...although you can only take my place if you don't touch those I like, they're only mine!!" I say to her, moving my hands with effort to hug her.
[Hmm, who would have thought that even you could be sentimental]
"Shut up, I'm not heartless, although I'm sadistic, monstrous and bloodthirsty, I certainly still have my feelings." I say to her.
[Yes, yes, you're the most rational side of us, so you're also the most sentimental in this regard]
"If I'm the rational one, what sides of me are you?"
(Survival Instinct)
[Adaptation]
[And Yandere Pandora we can say is your true side if it weren't for feelings like empathy or love, even if you only give those feelings to those you love]
"Oh, so Tiny Pandora is my survival instinct? Now I've discovered something interesting." I say with a mocking smile.
[Don't treat me like I'm irrelevant!! Your high growth rate comes largely from me, I as our monster version that is the true body are as important as all of us here!!]
"Ah, that's true..." My current humanoid form is not my true appearance, the real me is that giant, viscous black mass that shapes easily.
"Well, you have your credits too, even though I almost never use our real form." I only used it a few times, and in others I used it incomplete.
[You're so malicious for treating me this way, I hope you get stuck in here for a good while so that Yandere Pandora can teach you a lesson]
"I hope hopefully that this does not happen." It would be problematic.
[It seems it's about to start, are you ready to watch how sadistic Yandere Pandora can be?]
"Of course, let's see what my more sadistic side can do good." I say with a certain amusement in my voice, I want to see what she will do with Ren, considering that she is more sadistic and violent than me.