CHAPTER 1102: 1179: LOOK, I KNEW IT, IT’S THE SAME AGAIN.

"Actually, I’m just complaining a bit. I don’t really mind your jealousy, sometimes I even enjoy it. Maybe it’s the pain and pleasure mixed together? Your jealousy, your displeasure because of me, it’s all because you care about me, and I need to cherish that. Sometimes it can be troubling, but that’s life, isn’t it? Even a couple who has been together for a lifetime occasionally quarrel and have conflicts, right?"

Shu Yu was startled, "I thought..."

Thinking she was comparing him to Lao San, thinking she believed he wasn’t as good as Shujun, thinking she despised his jealousy, thinking she considered him narrow-minded, thinking... so many assumptions, but it was all his own assumptions.

Dong Huiying leaned forward and patted his head, "Actually, what I don’t like is this."

He stiffened slightly, a man skilled at hiding his feelings seemed defenseless in front of her, his emotions were written all over his face unexpectedly.

Dong Huiying chuckled, "See, I knew it, it’s like this again."

She sighed lightly, "A little more confidence, okay? What I don’t like is that you, Shu Yu, think too much, it’s not good, it’s too tiring. I hope our big family can all be happy, and not always overthink and imagine all sorts of unnecessary things."

Shu Yu probably had a lack of security, and she didn’t know why she drew such a conclusion. Maybe it’s because he cared too much, so he felt uneasy?

In front of her, he was actually very cautious, most of the time, he acted very carefully, as if afraid she would dislike him.

Even those "little jealousies" of his, his little expressions when he’s jealous, were just to make her look at him more, pay him a little more attention.

She understood, she understood it all, she knew it all.

"We are supposed to spend a lifetime together, aren’t we? Always like this won’t work, for example this time, just a casual remark from me, and you interpreted it in so many ways. But I didn’t mean it like that at all, I don’t even think there’s anything wrong with you holding grudges. At least, holding grudges ensures one thing - you won’t be hurt a second time by someone who has harmed you before, you won’t repeatedly harm yourself because of someone. As your wife, I’m actually quite glad about that."

Shu Yu said "hmm," then looked thoughtful. "Am I like this? Huiying thinks I’m very insecure? Insecure..."

He was dazed for a moment, suddenly recalling something from a long, long time ago.

Having a great memory is really troubling sometimes.

Just like those things that happened in childhood, whether it was because he was sickly all the time, his brothers’ mother, Liang Yuru, found him a burden, once nearly poisoned him, or later... all deeply imprinted in his mind.

That year, he had a summer cold, and he and Shujun’s father wanted to earn more Silver, stayed up nights for many days doing needlework, hoping to sell it in town to get some copper coins and hire a "Doctor" to treat him.

At that time, in his naive awareness, he took it all as a matter of course, the care and love from his father were something he enjoyed from the moment he could remember, and at that time, he never noticed anything wrong.

Until one day, before his father left, he said to him, "The village is too far from the town, father’s walking is slow, I’m afraid I won’t be back until tomorrow night. Yuyu, you should behave at home, if your mother scolds you, cover your ears and don’t listen to her nonsense, okay?"