Looking at Wanyan Xu again, Su Yi finally made up his mind. In a low voice he said: "But... even after all that... but in my heart, I am still very... I admire you deeply.” To express such thoughts was difficult for him; he had trouble articulating the words and was unable to say them without pauses. Wanyan Xu''s eyebrows shot up, he shot Su Yi a look but Su Yi didn''t dare to meet his eyes, afraid that he was going to be ridiculed.